You’ll get everything you had ever wanted
and you’ll think of me just as bad
Does it ever make you angry?
I hope you never think I was mad.
I tried so hard to keep our promise.
It never worked out, you’re just sad.
I see why you have always left this.
It’s hard to be you when I’m honest
I told you one day you’ll remember
And that you’d regret it
You didn’t deny it
You already accepted
Why did I think you wouldn’t choose this?
I won’t forget you
I will forget me
We’ll be two people in a dream
We’ll be two people facing things
I’ll be someone I can’t be
And you still know everything
I’ll live with myself letting you leave
I’ll stay in my bedroom where you can’t see
Until the road changes
Until the curtains leave
You’ll get everything you had ever wanted
Whether it’s a pill to help you sleep
Or a message you’ll never read
Say goodbye next time
It’s a lie we know how to believe
This is the most vulnerable I’ve ever been