Gabby Fuller

Gabby Fuller 22h

“The love thing”
Reminds me, admitting
Realizing
The somethings as someone, anywhere
Is this a love affair?
Who is she
Who is burying me down there
Penny pick it up you’ll have good luck
Pains me to be this stuck
Feelings, celings
Paint on the wall
Filling the holes dug up
Shovel in your hand
I apologize for being your friend
It never felt right being this tense
Bleeding, reminds me
Convincing, I know I care
Too much they say
Not enough I swear

Gabby Fuller Mar 29

Battle of relationships

It’s harder to be on the other side of this fight
It’s a battle that will never see the light
We don’t talk about it anymore
It’s much easier to ignore
When we’ve already closed this door
It’s harder when I know you’re already there
It’ll never happen again, I swear
It’ll never happen again, a prayer
A relationship of despair
A friendship I can’t repair

Gabby Fuller Mar 29

Let go for yourself

I said I’m sorry and it’s nothing new
You hurt me like I hurt you
I say that I don’t care and you know it’s true
I wish it’s something I knew how to do
You changed me for good, you take that home with you
I feel like I’m talking to someone I never knew
When I send a message that doesn’t go through
Now we’re older and now I know it’s not fair
Now that we’re older you don’t seem to care

Gabby Fuller Mar 13

Honey

You gave away all you had to a lame who said
'I’ll call you back'
I saw your face
I saw his name on your neck
I thought you wouldn’t be the same
Until you looked back at me
And waved
For a second I thought you were being funny
Then I heard him call you honey
I don’t understand
Was there a plan?
I don’t know much but I can tell
There’s a place you stand when it comes to man

Isn’t it funny
Isn’t it funny honey

Gabby Fuller Mar 12

Thought of you, wished I wouldn’t

You’ll get everything you had ever wanted
and you’ll think of me just as bad
Does it ever make you angry?
I hope you never think I was mad.
I tried so hard to keep our promise.
It never worked out, you’re just sad.

I see why you have always left this.
It’s hard to be you when I’m honest
I told you one day you’ll remember
And that you’d regret it
You didn’t deny it
You already accepted
Why did I think you wouldn’t choose this?

I won’t forget you
I will forget me
We’ll be two people in a dream
We’ll be two people facing things
I’ll be someone I can’t be
And you still know everything
I’ll live with myself letting you leave
I’ll stay in my bedroom where you can’t see
Until the road changes
Until the curtains leave

You’ll get everything you had ever wanted
Whether it’s a pill to help you sleep
Or a message you’ll never read
Say goodbye next time
It’s a lie we know how to believe

This is the most vulnerable I’ve ever been

Gabby Fuller Feb 14

Valentines Day

Bands will never be back together
We can only hold on tighter
Mom doesn’t know any better
Safe then sorry turns into worries you replaced with liars

Funny how you never used up time
Unless you were wasting mine
Finish it off and throw me a line
Help is easier to find

I miss those days too
Stuck in your room with no one but you
What did we do
What did we do

You took my hand and painted a picture
Gave me a brush and let me feel your fingers
How do you see me this way

Gabby Fuller Jan 12

Do whatever you please

You’re the confidence rotting in my teeth
When you take care of me I forget to leave
I forget to leave
And I’ll let you say whatever you want

Do whatever you please

Say my name out loud and forget you even said it
Feel my hand grab yours and hate me for holding it

Do whatever you please

I’ll let you be what you want to be
Fend for yourself and curse me while you clean up my sheets
Hear me moan your name in the darkest way
Find me bleeding where you left that day

Do whatever you please
Do whatever you please