My heart melts, I'm terribly missing you.
But if keeping you means losing myself;
And losing myself will keep us alive,
I'd rather be gone right now, than suffer.

I am no soldier of love nor a rebel to my ownself.
I am nothing but naked that needs cover;
To be able to stand firm again,
I won't lose myself to keep you.

A cold heart is heavier

To be numb is impossible

Ignorance is for cowards

I’m not a machine

I am deeply feeling it

Like a prodigal, walking away

Your feet away from us

Your head on the other side

Your hands withhold

Everyday has become my daily struggle

Not to hate you

Not to blame you

Not to curse you

Not to despise you.

For the world cannot amend

The truth shall remain

After all, you're still my father

Thus, I’m holding on to what has left

To what I assume is admirable



I heard you’re a kind man.

That last night that I began hearing the beating of my silent heart and that it beats for you;

That day that I suddenly started looking at people and imagined how they looked like through your blue eyes;

That waking up in the morning wanting to hear your calming voice again;

They all terrified me.

Use me
I'm your tool
You can do whatever you want
Use me
I'll be your tool
You can do anything you want

Just don't go on that part

Hold my hand if you want
Kiss me hard as you can
Wrap your arms around me
Call me in the middle of the night

I'll be there
I will listen
I will care

You are like a moving poetry and I am the poet.

You are the dark cloud and I am the little sunshine.

You're the cliffhanger that hit my head.

You're compelling me to write.