And at this very moment i reflect
I reflect on life and on the things i had ,
I reflect on the love that was wasted
I think about you
I reflect on what we were.
Two broken souls.
Trying to stay alive
Nobody was there to save us.
Forever in doubt,
Waiting for one of us to let go.

Emptiness,
I feel empty inside
I feel the urge to express myself
In a way or another.
Emptiness
I can't feel
I want to speak but nothing comes out.
I want to scream, but i have no voice. Listen.
I try to breakfree, i am seeking, i am longing,
Freedom.
I want to be free.
I close my eyes and darkness is al I can see. I 'm surching for a white spot, an escape, brightness, lightning.
Freedom.
I fall, desperate lookin for something to grip, to hold on to.
I am weak.  
More emptiness.
I taste the blood, leaving my body.
Darkness.
I lost.
Guess i was alive.