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Georgette Gomez Sep 2012
I'm trying to find myself by looking through the past
rummaging through the trash
Looking over mistakes
I would rather have not made

I'm lost
I'm trying to find myself in the past
Find out
what got me here
Find out
Where I learned to fear

Where did I go?
Where did I go?
When did I decide to leave?
When did I decide to leave myself confused?

Who am I?
Where did I go?
How do I know
when I am where
I am
suppose to be

Who am I?
Where did I go?
Why am I here?
What made me think
It would be better to fear

Where can I go?
Where do lost people go?
Where do lost people find themselves?
How do i get myself back?
Where do I go?
Where did I come from?
Why am i lost?

So many questions
Where did they come from?

I have to go to my past
Go back through the trash
Go through the *******
Find the gold

One man's trash
is another man's treasure
Georgette Gomez Sep 2012
He was forever
I was his always
we would be together
and we would never
be apart

It was my fault
I admit
I was the one
that first called it quits

I thought it would work
I thought it'd be fine
I didn't know another
would want to be mine

We were happy
We were sad
angry
mad

Made me cry
Maybe you'd lie
I ruined it
I left it all behind

I thought you'd stay
because
You were forever
and I was
always
Georgette Gomez Aug 2012
It's too late
to be up
writing poems
that ****
writing confessions
that teach lessons
of heartache
and pain
oh my
how lame
Georgette Gomez Aug 2012
I love him
I love you
It's not something
I wanted to do
I'm sad to say
I love him more
I'm sad to say
He's whom I adore
Georgette Gomez Aug 2012
I love him
I promise
I do
I love him
I swear
there is no lie
when I sigh
my love
for him
cannot
be hid
Him and I
we
are paralyzed
in our sweet embrace
no way
to retrace
our steps
no going back
Georgette Gomez Aug 2012
As I sit here
meditating
deliberating
deciding
what it is I see
between you and me
what it is I crave
besides your sweet embrace
What do I find
so divine
that I can't
erase
keep
retrac
ing
my steps
to find
it leads
me back
to you
Time and time again
I cannot not fend
you off
of me
can't you see
you
and me
we just
aren't meant
to be

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