Frozen, in this life, within blocks of time.
This life is deafening, the second hand ticks like canon blasts...
I had always assumed the worst will happen.
I should have hope perhaps,
But it's hard when those I care for are dying around me.
Time has stopped for them.
The survivors left standing wait their impending doom.
There's still time!
(No one hears me.)
There's still time!
(Silence.)
"What's the difference?" They say. "We've got only a minute left.."
(Go, go, go. I say to myself.)
I run into the hotchkiss gun fire and impending doom...
(I've only seconds. I can do this..)
I fall and hear the second hand.
I fall into unconsciousness, drifting into the unknown..
I tell her I love her, and not to worry..
whispering, "we are not bound by time.."
I pass out and the seconds bleed unto the floor...

Scrimmage?

You shouldn't..
The 9-fold heaven is upon us..

Crash it? What is love? Wild?
Nobody understands, true love!
Concentrate..
She doesn't forget, that...
Love isn't trivial.

Crush?
Smack!
Dazed...
   from temporary desire?

Lost you think.
Rise! Above it..
We are the authors of creation..

They depend on us!
Stand!
There is true love in the world!

She'll stand by you, as a true warrior...

I was enjoying the fire
Alone in the Black Hills
Meditating
A shot rang out
I fell unconscious
Last thing I remembered was the
Blue sky...

We were created out of the ethos and ashes..
She was lovely.
She asked, "what happened here?"
I replied. "Not sure..
Some great war.
No records survived..."

Has anyone else died here in this house?
Are you here with me?
I scream into the night, can anyone hear me?

A ghost, I have become, wandering through the endless night...

Long ago, the daughters of Jerusalem would go out and dance in the vineyards located on the outskirts of the city. And everyone who didn't have a wife would go there....

Have I grown too old? To find this vineyard?
Shall I be frozen, to idly play forevermore?
Will my strength fail me in the prison of my present world?

Or will I rise once more from this grounded earth,
And find my beloved?
She shall be my music forevermore...

Journal entry 20240401:
I've survived 16,488 days, I've not seen any known survivors. I may be the last one. Not going to give up hope though..

So far, I've cordoned the search area,
Going to take some soil samples, and
run some tests. Not sure if the area will be inhabital for life yet...

Yes!
               And no I'm not an alcoholic...

Should it surprise you??
Here you go...
Have one on me.

I am Groot..
I am Groot?
I am Groot!

I am Groot?!
We are Groot...

Where do we go from here?
Across the cosmos?
All of our land has turned to dust, and the people lay in desolation,
and desperation..
Whatever courage I have left, I must try.
I will lift myself up and go into the endless darkness.
I feel the gravity of your love,
It is the only thing that would keep me on Earth,
My only home...

Birds singing and living,

  trying                trying                 trying                  trying
    
     trying                trying                  trying             ­      trying

           trying                trying                  trying             ­      trying

              trying                trying               ­   trying                   trying

                          to fly

                              Until, they don't sing anymore...            

Do they exist to fly?
                              No, they are mind-tortured for sport and die in cages,
                                                                ­                      
For me, the former me,

                                      Now I have died in my own of cage,

Koyaanisquatsi....      all for sport.

Oh Hear, Spiritual realm above and below, in Heaven and on Earth, the Great Spirit is one, and the sacred name is one, a unity in divinity...

Blessed are You, Great Spirit, [Meditation of the sacred name], Who strengthens the people with might..

Blessed are You, Great Spirit, [Meditation of the sacred name], Who crowns the people with splendor..

And the Eternal Fire shall burn upon the Altar, and shall never extinguish...

Late at night, body's yearning
Restless night, want to be with you

Someone's playing in the garden
So enticing, sure to take a bite

I don't what's come over me...

So I'm saying...

Baby baby, what's your claim to th' (Sacred) Flame?
Got me out of bed, heard you call my Name
What's this crazy place, you want to take me to?
Tell me, what's this (Hidden) Fire? If I go with you?

My Heart, My Soul,
My Love has got to go...
It's a thrill, of my will... (shall I?)
Be misled, be for real?

Thought I knew her, this lady
Th' Illusionist, misled...

Always searching for adventure
Like Pandora's box, misled

And I don't what I'm going to do...
My Mayfair...

Baby baby, what's your claim to th' (Sacred) Flame?
Got me out of bed, heard you call my Name
What's this crazy place, you want to take me to?
Tell me, what's this (Hidden) Fire? If I go with you?

And...

My Heart, And My Soul,
And My Love, has got to go...
It's a thrill, of our will...
My misled, won't you be for real?

I got this feeling that's making its way,
But I'll love her just the same, just the same...

Mislead, heard you call my Name,
Mislead, what's your claim to th' Flame?
Mislead, took me by the hand,
Mislead, said I would understand,

Mislead, of all my broken dreams,
Mislead, the now of the world is not what it seems,

Mislead, what's your claim to th' (Sacred) Flame?
Mislead, got me out of bed, do you believe in the Name?
Mislead, what's this crazy place, you want to take me to?
Mislead, what's this (Hidden) Fire? If I go with you?

Mislead,
Mislead...

Baby baby, what's your claim to th' (Sacred) Flame?
Got me out of bed, heard you call my Name
What's this crazy place, you want to take me to?
Tell me, what's this (Hidden) Fire? If I go with you?

My Heart, My Soul,
My Love has got to go...
It's a thrill, of our will? (Shall we...)
Be mislead? And be lost forevermore?

Sometimes, I feel the fear of, our history stinging clear. And I, can't help but ask myself, how much I'll let the fear, take the wheel and steer...

It's driven me before, it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal,
Lately, I'm, beginning to find, that I'm a ghost behind a wheel..

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes...

So if I decide to waiver my, chance to be one of the hive,
Will I choose courage over fear and hold my own and drive,  
It's driven me before, it seems to be the way,
That everyone else get around,
Lately, I'm beginning to find that I'm lost in myself, where is the light  to be found?

Have you fixed it yet?
Is the coding sequence "Survive"?  

Hold on. The coding sequence is something else! It's more like "Karma" + "Infinity".  All life now and in the future is affected by it...

Say again, over? [static]...

My vision is blurred, I no longer have overwatch..

Bravo Company, this is Delta. Do you copy?
We order the military forces to take action...

I can't see. This is a different kind of war... we're taking casualties, but we are making progress,
progress, progress, progress....

Ursa Major: Aren't you going to create anymore?
Tesla: What's the point? They'll steal it from me, and then use it to destroy me, I won't survive...

Ursa Major: You've brought Light to the World! They'll surely remember you!!
Tesla: No they won't. And it will be someone else that takes the credit...

Where does the eagle fly...

               When earth and sky are on fire?

He flies until he falls...

I'm no longer living like this.
She throws the bottle to ground.

I'm no longer afraid of these zombies, these soulless creatures
that have come for me.
I will fight them from wherever, forever!

Walking into the night,
Traversing the death lands...

No, she says, there is something,
something long forgotten, something left there,
the smell of blood..

Though my hair is like black wire,
it will shine, luminous, and long once again.

Though my feet are dried, and burned,
they will carry me to where I need to go..

Though my skin darkened by torture,  
it will no longer bleed the ink of tradegy...

Though my eyes are crusted from smoke and blood tears,
they will continue to search for life in the funeral pyres..

I tear into my flesh, to keep me awake..
I've come this far,
There must be someone left for me...

- - -

And there I was, wounded, nearly bled out in the desert,
I thought she was a dream,
or a nightmare..
She touches me, and I jump...

Though shocked by her worn appearance, I feel her heart, beating strong.
She's a fighter, all right,
She's a survivor who has braved the night
to find me...

Long stretches of boring
Where's the shade?
Feel like picking my nose
But can't

Too hot
Sip, Scan

They go under
I hit the water cold
I reach them, too bad I have to kick one
He's pulling her under!
I clock him in the face

I tow her out and give her mouth to mouth
She spits at me
Nice
Phew, one down

Okay where's the other?

Does the lifeguard impose on others?
THIS life, No
I wouldn't wish it on anybody.

I hope to just
make it through the day
Too bad I had to crack that guy in the jaw
He'll live

She was there waiting for me..
She turned her back.
"I'm disappointed," she said.
Her tears broke my heart...