my addiction to your love and body engrosses me so
your love in your eyes shine in my soul your body so beautiful my Paradise complete
loving everything you do to me
every thing you want every thing you need
wanting to be the air you breathe
addicted to you your body makes me smile
pleasure going on way beyond time
peaking sensations contentment so deep
you and I will forever be
love and lust in harmony
moving in circles inside of you
feeling all the love I feel from you
addicted to you words could never contain
the pleasure I feel when you moan my name
so lover with your body strong emotions deep
your body and mine forever to be love done always addiction so complete
can't get enough you
never will there ever divide
my addiction for your love and body till the end of time

A child starving in the street
What do I see
A teardrop
A battered women in the street
What do I see
A teardrop
A homeless person in the street
What do I see
A teardrop
Isn't this world a horrible place
I think to myself as a teardrop
Runs down my face

© 2003 George R. Camacho

Whenever I’m alone and seemed to be blown
Do you stay by my side and act as a pawn?
Whenever I like to stay beside you and follow whatever you do
It seems that you’re pushing me away to make me feel blue.

Whenever I have my problems, you’re the only one I call
But it seems that you’re always putting a wall
Whenever you have you’re problems I’m always there
But it seems that you don’t even seem to care.

Though I’m not the best friend you’re looking for
I can’t do anything about it but lend an open door
I like to ask you series of questions
To clear my mind’s doubts and frustrations.

I have done everything to satisfy you’re expectations
But it seems that you’re so blind too far from my dimension
I have tried to be the best friend of yours
But I failed to gratify your overpowering course.

I think I’m not the right best friend for you
Coz you’re so high even how hard I do.
But I think you don’t even seem to care
Being my best friend, you don’t even dare.

I know you have a new best friend
But remember I’ll never treat you as my fiend
You’ll remain my best friend whenever
Beyond Today, Beyond Tomorrow, Beyond Forever.

Though you treat me very rare
What important is that happiness for you is always there
Though it’s very obvious seeing me lonely
It hurts when I see you laugh boisterously and loudly.

I’m pleased for you and hope you’ll be blissful
Though you see me completely mournful
I hope you’ll always remember me
Cause I’ll be your best friend whatever time be.

Dear Heavenly Father, I have a confession to make.
For I have received yet another heart break.
She stole my heart, broke it in two,
Then said, “I’m no longer in love with you”
Father, why does she have to be this way?
Please tell her I don’t want to hear what she has to say.
Father, for I have committed a sin,
That day when I let her in.
I want to forget her & what we once had.
All because she lied to me and made me sad.
Father, I am done playing her game.
I’m done with her handing me all the blame.
So if you would father, help me out,
And please show her what this is about.
For I still love her father
But she doesn’t love me so don’t even bother.
She said it was all a lie,
Father she made me cry.
I am weak but have to be strong
Father, what she did was wrong.
I know that now, I knew that then
Please father; get rid of these horrible women.
She used to control me father
Stop what things used to be.
I guess what we had was fake father.
This is the confession I had to make
She never loved me father.
So please don’t even bother
I don’t need someone to hold me tight
I was wrong & they were right
All I need is something that’s not there father
All I needed was for her to care
Father I do not want to let her go.
But its time, and we all know.
Father, my confession may be sad, or a bore,
But my heart hurts so much more.
Pleases father take the pain.
Remember she once said I was a little insane.
Take away the scars caused by this knife.
Oh please father, just take her out of my life.
I miss her so much father.
I miss her kiss and her touch.
For I must leave father,
Cause no one will ever replace me as the babies father
This is my confession.
They all said she was ‘my obsession’.
Father the time has come for me to stop needing her,
Now I believe them father.
Father I need some help down here.
Because you knew loosing her was my fear.
Now you’ve heard my confession, the one I had to make,
So please forgive her for her love, that was so fake

Sitting all alone with nothing to do
My mind becomes filled with thoughts of you
Flashbacks of the things that we did together
The words that we whispered to one another
Then I look down
Scattered pictures are on the ground
The smiles that we left behind
Will always be on my mind
So please hear me out
Because I am Crying Out Loud

Hidden in a darkened room
Keeping secrets locked away
In some small piece of my heart
Alone, I wait in vain
For you to come
Shafts of light reflecting off the shattered glass of a
Mirror
Broken into a fit of rage
the shards laying so sullenly
there on the floor of stone
Reminding me of the live that once was
the pain almost too deep and sorrowful
to recall
Shades of death block all away
I cried an ocean of tears
But still you walked away
Leaving me there
Alone and broken
Please come back
Please return my warmth
I miss you DADDY and
Ill love you forever

Dedicated to my Father
Rest In Peace

Hidden in a darkened room
Keeping secrets locked away
In some small piece of my heart
Alone, I wait in vain
For you to come
Shafts of light reflecting off the shattered glass of a
Mirror
Broken into a fit of rage
the shards laying so sullenly
there on the floor of stone
Reminding me of the live that once was
the pain almost too deep and sorrowful
to recall
Shades of death block all away
I cried an ocean of tears
But still you walked away
Leaving me there
Alone and broken
Please come back
Please return my warmth
I miss you DADDY and
Ill love you forever

Dedicated to my Father
Rest In Peace

Don't look back
When you head for the door
If you do, Ill hurt you even more
Don't stop to explain
Don't stop to tell me why
If your going to leave
Just say good-bye
I love you, And Ill miss you
But Ill head on my own
I want you and I need you
But Ill make it on my own
I can't tie you down
you've got to be free
I can't make you love only one man
That one man is me
So Don't look back
Ill tell you again
Just kiss me good-bye
If this the end

Alone in my room
I wait for you come
Wondering if I'm the only one
Hours pass by
Waiting to see
Whether you love him
or you love me
With the smell of ***
all over your clothes
You try to lie
telling me NO
it's obvious to see
that your playing me
So Ill tell you now
To choose
Either him or me
When your choice becomes clear
Ill let you know
That the time I wasted
Will happen no more
So make your choice
Now and here
Because you being with him
Brings me insecure ness and fear

To be a "Dad" is really tough,
not to mention kind of rough.
Demanding this expecting that,
trying not to be the ole doormat.
No matter what the issue may be,
my son can always count on me.
To be there through the thick and thin,
to open my heart and let him in.
Open arms and a open mind,
really helps when being kind.
The day your child is finally born,
your heart becomes suddenly torn.
Between the masculine guy you were,
to having all this love for him or her.
A love so deep and ever so strong,
hoping they will never do wrong.
But, this we know is the impossible dream,
soon we discover they even scream!
Then we see that they are people too,
and hope they turn out just like you.
Again we see that this is fiction,
and pushing to much can cause some friction.
So, back to having that open mind,
will surely pay off in due time.
Now, no matter what they say or do,
take the time to say "Love you."
And when they can learn to say it back,
you know you got them on the right track.
The track of love, caring and concern,
the lessons of life, they live and learn.
And when he grows and have kids of their own,
they'll share the same love that their father has shown.

THIS IS WHAT I CALL A "FATHER'S LOVE"

"There are times in everyone's life when
they wish those two little words could express all kinds
of things. And today...
I am one of those people."



I acted without thinking
And behaved a bit unwisely
Looking back, I feel I should apologize
I yielded for the moment
Rushing to all the wrong conclusions
The words and results caused unhappiness and confusion
Sometimes we are more in haste
Without examining the facts
And launching ourselves to the most unfortunate of acts
I feel like I've reacted in a manner
I regret,
that clearly was a moment Id be glad to forget
But since I can't go back in time, and past mistakes ignore
Id like to say I'm sorry once more

© 2003 George R. Camacho

I seize in the day, I seize in the night

Convulsions plague me throughout my life

  The stiffness comes, And then it goes

But the worst is afterward, when I’ve discovered that my friends can turn into foes

The mere sight of it has scared them off

As a result they laugh, taunt and scoff

I seize in the day, I seize in the night

Medicines plague me throughout my life

The neurologist says “Let’s try this one”

Dilatin, Depakote, Tegretol, Topamax

They try my last nerve, Until finally I say

“Haven’t you tried enough on me, you quacks?!?”

I seize in the day ,I seize in the night

Must I wear a “dogtag” for all my life?

This little tag, on my necklace, it labels me

Can’t you see the medical symbol and on the other side in big bold letters “EPILEPSY”

It’s a ****** on the self-esteem

It’s a reminder that I belong to a different regime

One of a nature gone to extremes, If that is what I let it be

I seize in the day,  I seize in the night

I don’t give up, I say to my brain and my soul, “Fight, Fight, FIGHT!”

I’m frustrated and don’t give up
Although there are times when I want to, I don’t.

I’ve been a fighter from the day I was born

And in the heat of this battle of neurons and neurologists

My determination and perseverance were forged.

The more I seized, the more I fought

Through the trauma of it all, lessons were learned and taught

And the more I seized, the more I realized

  That Epilepsy was a lesson in Serenity.

Prejudice is a stupid thing
People should come together
Cry out and sing
Black and white they're only colors
People should learn to love one another
Fights and battles yet to be fought
Questions and answers yet to be taught
To be BIGOTRY is very absurd
Peace to them is just a five letter word
All types of races killed every day
I only have two words left to say

MAKE PEACE

Sitting all alone in the darkness of my room
Images of you crawl into my mind
and I feel as if I lost a part of me
To a dream that I can not seem to find
as I remembered each day we've parted
Emotions of sadness appeared on my face
In my heart a door is left open
the part of me that I was hoping you would replace
Memories of you and I walking in the moonlight
Makes me think how good we could've been together
But as you read this notion of good-bye
I guess you that some things do not last forever
Saying good-bye
Is never an easy thing
But not everyone wins at the game of life
I won't loose hope
Though, maybe someday
I will find the love that I am dreaming of
dreaming ,wishing and hoping
she'll be just like you

If we might have a second chance
To live days once more
And rectify mistakes we have made before
To even up the score
If we might have a second chance
To use up the knowledge gained
Perhaps we might become at last
As fine as GOD ordained
Forever brings another chance
For us to try once more

At nighttime I sit on my bed
Thinking of what they have said
As lonely thoughts fill my head
Outside the window I see the rain
And soon I begin to feel the pain
How could everyone be so cruel
And make me like such a fool
No one really knows how I feel
For my true feelings I would never reveal
I say nothing to anyone
But I feel something for some one
That I could never say day after day
Because even if I try
it still remains a

Silent Cry

A camera couldn't take a picture of the softness
of your touch

A camera couldn't reproduce the laugh of yours
I love so much

A picture couldn't make me feel the way I did
in your arms

A camera couldn't sweep me the way you did with
Your charms

Your picture only makes me remember how much I
wanted to stay

This picture only reminds me that I have someone
So far away

As children we grew
with visions in our minds
That we would walk down the aisle
with a companion by our side
The day has come
for us to say
That yes we love each other
till our dying day
So hear me out
when I tell you this
That the love we share
We will hold with a tight fist
So when the day comes that we say our vows
The love we share
will reach the clouds

Words said and actions done
Now look at us both
Our love is gone
With no regrets
Towards what we did
The magic we shared
no longer exists
You went your way I went mine
Cursing and screaming
and crying at night
You know its funny
How love leads the way
From friends, to enemies, the next day
Nobody ever knows
What love has to give
But in our situation
Our love went to a bliss
it's time to say goodbye
And let the love go
I wish the best
Because you lost a man
With a heart of gold.

Thinking of all the pain I went through
Thinking of how I use to get hurt
Thinking of all the lonely nights I use to spend
Thinking of what Id be doing if we hadn't met
I really feel that all the pain and suffering is all over now
I thank you with all my heart
cause your the one who changed my heart

Two people in love try to deny
The feelings they have for one another inside
The relationship that lasted so long
But in between somewhere, something went wrong
The relationship ended up with hurt and pain
After all the terrible feelings
There was nothing left to gain
The emotions of love never left their hearts
They were to close, for too long
They thought they would never fall apart
If they'd try harder, their love again
I'm sure they would see
All the love they were trying to hide
Was meant to be

What ever happened to love?
What ever happened to all the dreams we shared?
The way you showed me how you care
What ever happened to all the tender kisses?
What ever happened to what was suppose to be
Mr. & Mrs.?
What ever happened to walking down the street
hand in hand?
Through all sorts of weather
What ever happened to your promises and
your undying trust?
All the precious moments we shared together?
What ever happened to love?
What ever happened to
You And I

Always and forever