it was so easy
forgetting about me.
replacing me.
peeling me away as if I was a scab.
like I was nothing.
worthless.
was it easy for you
leaving me behind?
we were so close.
never separated.
and it only took
One sentence
One Demand
5 words maybe even six
One Thought
One Breath
to end a 2 year friendship
was it that easy for you?
I thought NOTHING
could break us apart.
I thought you wouldn't leave me
like my past friends.
now your in line with them.
was it that EASY?!
I'm still attached
but you cut the skin that once combined us

You left me alone.
to walk this path carrying your burden.
Why are you walking away?
was it something I've done?
will I be judged alone?
you never said sorry
will I ever feel the same?

REALEASE YOUR SCREAM

why should I endure this pain alone?
I now grieve for what could've been.
am I not good enough?
am I just a toy?
for your amusement?
enjoyment?


you left me alone.
to walk this path carrying your burden.
why are you running away?!
why don't you help me?!

am I  nothing?
am I just a body
for your delicate fingers to touch?
to burn your eyes across my skin?
to use me?

RELEASE YOUR SCREAM

why should I be silenced!
the guilt eats me alive
to my bones.
I am so ashamed.
WHAT HAVE I DONE!
I COULDVE STOPPED IT!
I COULDVE SAID NO!
but I didn't.
I am selfish
in it for my own pleasure.

RELEASE YOUR SCREAM

I feel the force of air rip through
my throat.
and the pain feels too good.
Understand this now.
I made a mistake.

I RELEASE THIS SCREAM

Don't give into the dark.
don't let this haunt you.
don't feel guilty.
it wasn't your fault
don't be sad
Poor girl,
look up.
keep your head high.
choke the tears back inside.
don't let this ruin you.
hold on.
I wont leave you.
I'll stay beside you.
don't be afraid
don't be depressed
Poor girl,
show your smile
Regain your spark.

can you hear me?
when I'm next to you
my heart struggles with breaking my ribs
to burst through my chest.
I grow dizzy
knowing you might feel the same
the possibility hurting my mind.
when you touch me I have no self control
when your eyes lay upon me
the energy makes me tense
with such a force I freeze still.
I'm unable to speak.
what is that noise?
my heart.
Can you hear me?

Don't speak.
your voice can no longer ring through my ears
Don't speak
your actions scream more than your words
Don't speak
I cant bear to hear the way
your emotions run through your throat.
your vocal cords vibrate through your chest.
I must block out your existence.
drown your image in a wave of sound.
Don't speak
please just
DONT SPEAK

sweet. quiet. obedient.
never once disobeyed your parents wishes.
so controlling they are.
never allowing you to be less than perfect.
Poor child
bullied constantly. taken advantage of.
how can you let this out?
well only you know poor child.
look into your stomach
and take a deep breath.
SCREAM CHILD SCREAM!
at your parents who believe
you should be beyond perfect!
SCREAM CHILD SCREAM!
don't hold back!
take action!
be rebellious towards
you dear mommy and daddy!
choking you with demands!
scream to those bullies
that never stopped judging you!
SCREAM CHILD SCREAM !
SCREAM CHILD SCREAM!
because you may never get this chance again!
scream now before life
takes itself away from you!
before you go insane!
before they lock your mind!
the chains you feel now child
wont go away till you resist!
your chains tighten
and restrain your legs!
your arms!
your voice!
SCREAM CHILD SCREAM!
the fire you feel in your chest
let it burn it is your freedom!
oh please child,
please scream!
scream for your misery!
restraint!
your desire to become normal!
child this will only end once
you scream!
use that fire inside you!
don't let this carry on forever!
don't let the oxygen escape without shouts of protest!
SCREAM CHILD SCREAM!
for all the pain
you have to endure everyday!
SCREAM CHILD SCREAM!
take a deep breath like its
your last!
SCREAM CHILD SCREAM!
for that make your heart
ache every single day!
for the freedom that was taken away
because your young!
for all the painful things those bullies said!
for your mind!
your sanity!
do it for your pride!
yourself!
a chance to become normal!
to be free from their hold!
So please!

SCREAM CHILD SCREAM!