Today was the day when I felt so lost...
Life seemed so forced, as if tomorrows wouldn't follow...
I saw myself cry...
Shed tear after tear...
I saw myself hate...
With every cell, cursing fate...
Why does every man leave?
After claiming to love me?
Why does every friend,
Still love, care and **** me?
Why does family stay?
And ex-lovers flay?
Why does my job ****?
And life seem so gray?
Am I on the right road?
Is this the right way?
Will morrow be better?
Will I fall, fail or flare?
Today was the day when I felt so lost...
Yet I live on...
Cause life is so forced!
Written on 9th October, 2009.
I trust after my third failed relationship :)
It is really funny to look back at a few pages from your own life. It's as if you were a different person altogether!