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Diane Mar 2015
I loved you ..
And  you meant so much..

I never thought that
I 'd cry this much
Just for me to see
That you're never going to be here with me..

Ever.

I'm screaming
I'm shaking
I'm wishing
that someday
you'd look back
and say that you  miss me too..

I'm begging to stop
myself
from this chaotic sanity.

Biting my lip,
whispering to the air.

*I love you.
I wish you knew.
Diane Mar 2015
Touch their little face,
With every trace of faith.

Marvel their beauty,
Tell them they're the perfect lily.

Hold their hand with comfort,
Let them know their worth.

Dance with them tonight,
Guide them into the light.

Kiss them with every bit of love,
With a rhythm of a song to be sung.

Their hands, their hair, their heart.
Oh, what a happy treasure to part.

Whisper empty promises.
To let them know, nonetheless.

Smile with a charm,
Not knowing their sacred harm.

Stare into their eyes, let them see,
Of what kind of demon you can be.

Mesmerized and horrified,
Yet, they still believes the lies of thy bet.

Now leave without a word,
Like a swipe of a silent sword.

They'll seek and find you,
*Howling to the moon behind you.
Diane Mar 2015
Every time I opened the door,
You were there.
You smiled, laughed.
Cared and hugged.

You were there
To kick me up,
Pull me closer,
And silenced my inner demons.

I was here.
Clinging to said promises,
Breathing sweet air,
Your authentic scent.


Now where are you?
The cold air kissing my nose,
Hugging my body,
Emptying the warmth of sweet hope.

Shall I keep
The spaces
Between my fingers
Warm?

I'll wait 'til I find you.
'Til I find my own solace.
Reunited in my arms,
*Your sweet embrace.
Seeing you, ignoring me, felt like a thousand knives stabbed on to every part of my body. Except for my eyes. Because it was cruel enough to see you walk away from me... You made me hope. I'm hoping. But where are you now?
Diane Mar 2015
My own little angel.
So happy and free.
Oh why should I see
This art of glee?

My beloved little angel
What got wrong?
Your wings torn apart
You singing a bad song?

My little angel
How could this be?
You were the happiness
I could ever commit to thee.

Oh little angel,
What false have I seen..
*You weren't really heaven,
But a demon, ready to sin..
Diane Feb 2015
His aggregation of thoughts amaze me,
His hermetic personality confuses me.
Temporal happiness and succumb fantasies,
Meshugges my own flamboyant melody.

Little did my mind know,
His words redounds to my feelings.
Purveys my thoughts into colder thinking,
That I should exscind  him out for my sake of healing.
Diane Feb 2015
You used to be
Someone I loved,
someone I cared about,
Someone I cherished,
and someone I held.

Forced myself into thinking,
that I will always love you
Even if the idea of the perfect person
I thought you were,
was gone forever.

I loved you,
But never had you again.
I held on to you,
But you pushed me away.

How was I going to live?
when my perfect dream became a nightmare?

Now,
I'll go forth.
To the happiness
That sought my worth.

Then, I will no longer regret,
No longer be lonely.

And have the courage to say that,
**"You're no longer my Robin."
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