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Gavy S Gil Dec 2013
I noticed something sad in your eyes lately.
A spark lost,
A dream blown away.

I wish I could tell you
"In the end everything works out,"
but honestly
i cant promise you that
i have no idea what you're going through.
And, No,
I would never force you
to change,
     to share
           something you are not ready to share.

Just like
I would never force you to change who you are.
but something else
has forced you to change.

I can't find it in me to judge you
for the sudden cold shoulder
or the cynical attitude.

Specially,
Since i can tell it's a defence
against whatever it is your hiding.

And No
I cant pretend to understand you
We're all different.

I don't know
       what's in your heart
             or what caused it to be there.

Maybe,
Some day,
You'll be able to tell me and say at the end

"But i'm better now.
      I'm over it.
           I'll be okay.
                   I survived.
                       There's better out there."

And really mean it.

I could not leave you,
Not alone,
So i hope that
you don't mind
if I just stay
by your side
in silence.
No matter
How hard it would be
to keep my thoughts to myself.

Maybe,
You just don't want to be reminded
Of your Deamons
or troubles,

Hey.

I'm there.
I'll make you laugh
If i can
         or distract you.

You know I can always distract you
            with my gooffy run on sentences that make no sence at all.
I want to make you laugh.
I want to make you forget.

Maybe,
The pain,
It's too great
And you feel torn up
            inside.

Maybe,
Its too far deep
And too far out
for my reach to
            fix it
                           with a couple of laughs.

I'll still be there for you.

Isn't that why you call me friend.
And I can't promise you that it'll hurt less.
But at least you won't be hurting alone. *

If I forget
to tell you
      how much you mean
           to me

I'll tell you now.

You were there for me.
And
Maybe
You didn't notice
        
I was on the border of tears but you made me laugh and smile.*

Now
I want to return the favor
Because you mean that much to me.
I want to be there for you.


Everyone has their own daemons.
I know,
I've had mine.
And
...perhaps...
Yours are greater than mine...
I can't know
Because I would never fully understand.

I am not you.
There is
  only
        one
            you.


You don't deserve
to be hurt
      the way
            you're hurting
                  right now.

All i can offer you is myself.
And even if I did tell you
           all the right words
I still wouldn't be much
because
          it's
                you.

this is
      your
           story,

Tragic or not.

              You decide.
  
All I hope for is that
You realize I'm not
The only one
        out there
             who would do this
                        for you.

There are so many
          out there that
                you've touched heart with
                        because of the way you are.
                                
           Luv ur invinsible

And if some
*******
broke your heart
And you're only feeling sorry for yourself i'll punch you too.

I'll do anything just to make you smile again.
Perhaps its not much but i'll try and just know i'm here.
And in your heart.
No matter how corny it sounds
it's true
you know it.
Gavy S Gil Dec 2013
Define
Shape
Limit

don't cross them
cross them
no don't cross them


Define
Shape
Limit






MADE TO CROSS
Gavy S Gil Dec 2013
A beat.
Two beats.
           A pause. A beat.
Two beats.
             A pause.A beat.
Two beats.
                A pause.

Then,
A beat,dim,broken,choked. Two beats,rushed,overlapping,frightened.
[Nothing,the falter of a heart, as if had skipped and missed a step,]

Silence.....
Peace....
Death...

Beauty.
Gavy S Gil Dec 2013
Smile
Talk
Laugh
Cry
Pray
Eat
Smile
Laugh
Listen­
Talk
Talk
Talk
Laugh
Smile
**Keep Smiling
Gavy S Gil Dec 2013
Every thought has already been spoken
Every idea has already been acted upon
Every action has already been pondered
Every promise has already been said*

Over the years
Thoughts have lost depth
ideas have lost dedication
Actions have lost inocence
Promises have lost meaning

Heros,love,life
Have lost significance.

Only u can change my mind.
Gavy S Gil Dec 2013
I'm  afraid of falling asleep.


I'm afraid of staying awake.


I'm afraid of the dark ,
and what it conseals.
I'm afraid of the light,
and what it reveals.

I'm afraid of lines,
and how they seperate.
Gavy S Gil Nov 2013
The way they danced,
it was like fire.
Hypnotic.
Enchanting.
Dangerous.
Like standing in the edge
Feeling like you can never fall off,
But knowing you can.

The music was bold
it was like heartbeats
Vital.
Feeling.
Luring.
Like forgetting you could breath.
Understanding the source,
Never fully able to control it

— The End —