If you fools only knew
How much I'm fooling you.
With a silent stubborn thought cloud
But sometimes silence, can seem so loud.

A persistent torture
For one moon now.
An insane mind
From no know-how.

A field of grass
This sea of green
An azure sky
Then sudden scream.

If you ever want to see,
My thoughts they by God ask me,
You'll never find the way I think
Until you pour up my thoughts and take a drink.

Time has started
And our destinies have parted,
But it's a shame
That our past was disregarded.
If only I knew
That you needed to know
I didn't know where to go,
So I could flow into
The rivers of your heart
Where our love would grow.
Now life's unstable
Making modern fable,
From which I learn
That now I'm able.

'Cause I don't want to live without your love,
All I want is to make you happy
Look at me when I smile from above,
Smile back and I'll see you're happy.

If you and me
Had gotten together, baby,
Things wouldn't be
The way they are
We could have gone far
But not so fast
That it would put our lives
In a cast (like now)
And now when I look back
At the possibilities
With the present responsibilities
I smile at how much
I learned from you.

How could I ever live without your love
All I want is to see you happy.
Maybe you're willing, be my white dove
Then someday you'll make me happy.

The human race has a flaw until life is complete.
Every soul holds their own personality puzzle.
One side used for the life's learnings,
Another inducted into the physical health.
A part with the socialism of the minglerr,
And to last, for deep loving love.

My puzzle missed an entire side.
And the edges there curved off,
As it nothing belonged there.
A fact difficult to bear.

Love's piece does not fit,
Into my puzzle.
Thus life will never feel above
Because its made in vain to love,

Only for me.

My love for you was so strong
I had to lock it away
Because I was afraid of inflicting
Any interference with you,
Who had another life besides
The only one I did see.
I waited for a time to release
Until I felt a stab of pain
And I look back at my love,
To discover shock and awe
Something never expected, I never foresaw
And I still can't believe
You have to take or leave me now,
Because my love is perishing
Don't ask, why?  I don't know how.

The mind and heart wage war
Just how Enigma said
And with their persistence,
Trying to get ahead.

My mind holds in the feelings
Of the one I do love so
But when my heart takes control
It lets these feelings go.

Stronger than any other force
Pulled in by the gravity of love.
Afraid to lose the precious charm,
To some other underling heart.

I make myself ill, thinking of you,
In reality and inside my dreams.

But then granted to stop caring of the past.
And look forward to what's to come.
I will continue to fight for love,
Until the same is echoed back to me.

Manifesting reticence of the engine of life
Is the gateway to emancipation of adoration.

If I myself am glorified by a refined opposite,
Exclusively shall I reverberate that passion.