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AmIEnough Nov 2019
I say I love you
You say I’m sorry
I say I need you
You want to be
Friends

It’s okay
I will just
Slowly die
Of depression

I cry in the morning
I cry in the night
As I think of what
We could have been
I guess the timing
Wasn’t right?

Or are you a ****
Just stringing me along?
I wrote love songs about you!
No that’s wrong
Not true
I am just
I am just me

Is there something wrong with me
Or something wrong with you?
Are we both just messed up?
Yeah, the last one is probably true

I guess I thought I loved you
But now it is time to move on
We would have been so perfect!
No. thinking that is wrong

I am strong
I am beautiful
I will find someone new
I just wish that someone
Were you
AmIEnough Nov 2019
The wind is like a cat
Stealthy and swift
Slinking and swooshing
Around this or that

And when the wind caresses
Your face
Is it not unlike
A cat’s affectionate tour de grace?

The wind is also like a cat
In the fact that the wind is
Very particular about
Where it goes, you know

Sometimes one tree
Rustles and bustles
And another stands
Still as stone
AmIEnough Nov 2019
Oh my God
Forgive for my sins
There is a woman I love

I never meant for it to happen
Didn’t think it would go this far

But I love her, God, as I love you
So tell me
God
tell me what to do!

How can I choose?
How can I decide?
To continue to live my life
Or to truly be alive

When I’m with her
I can feel You there
But when I get to close
When I breathe her air
I fall apart intimately
And there is only her and me

I would give up the world for her
But can I give up You?

I am a lost sheep, Father
Take me away
Blanket me with sleep
Give me words to keep
Help me make this leap

To her.

Please know this Father
I would have it any other way
But she is in my soul and flesh
And she is there to stay

So I
Choose her
I can not do anything else

Who am I to argue with fate?
Forces greater than me
I am starving and yet I ate
I can finally see
She is
Every single thing

Oh my God
Forgive me for my sins
There is a woman I love
Roughly based on Season 2 of Fleabag on Amazon.
AmIEnough Nov 2019
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therewashiseyesstaringmedown

There was virtue there was sin
There was what could be
And what has been
There was heat and there was ice
He was naughty and I was nice

Twisted
Turning
Frozen
Burning

There was freedom and there was a cage
There was triumph and cold dark rage
There was a fight and there was a dance
There was chess and there was chance

There was dark and there was light
There was dawn, day, dusk and night
There was a second and there was a lifetime
There was a drowning man
And I was his lifeline

There was pain and there was joy
There was a man and there was a boy
There was a woman and there was a girl
There was the universe and my whole world
AmIEnough Nov 2019
Where the river flows from the turquoise foaming sea
Passing over smooth seashells, worn down from the relentless motion
The water feeds the earth and the earth feeds the tree
But all of this, life, comes from the ocean

And the trees that came from this water
That began as a seed and grew so much taller
Huddle round like a mother and father
The little trees that still need so much water

These trees, when the wind blows
Their leaves dance a graceful ballet
In the swirling, twirling endless breeze
And they show me what joy can mean

The dark wood becomes a beautiful sandy
brown when a ray of light falls on it
The tree, who have seen so much,
felt so much, must not move to help a soul
The roots are sunk down into the moist earth,
never to see the ray of sun that lights up the tree they are part of.
AmIEnough Nov 2019
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I’m sitting by my window
Just waiting for time to go by
When I think of you and I smile
Oh I smile inside

As I think of how when I see you
I fall right into your eyes

As I think of how when you smile
Everything seems right

As I think of how I want you
To always be by my side

As I think of how I love you
More than words can describe

As I think of how I need you,
How I need You more than life

And I smile inside
AmIEnough Nov 2019
A cat pushes
Out of the bushes
After a flickering tail

He is stalking
Never walking
He slides around a rusty pail

Like a practiced ballerino
He glides on the tips of his toes
His hunting techniques never fail

He comes close
And goes still
As if striking a pose
Then he pounces
As if pounding a nail

He hears something in the nearby ferns
And stops. Acting unconcerned
Like he’s just looking around
On his way to the mail

He quickly carries off his prey
His third glorious catch of the day
And that is the end of this tail
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