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Jan 2019 · 154
Untitled
xxx Jan 2019
her joy looked so genuine that i didn't want her laughter to end.
thinking of how laughter could cause so much pain.
Nov 2018 · 579
Paasa o Umasa?
xxx Nov 2018
Sasanayin kita
sa mga bati sa umaga
sa kamusta,
sa nakauwi ka na ba,

sa mga tula,
sa mga tagping tugma,
at wag kang mag-alala

hindi lang 'to sa umpisa
Ano bang meron
sa’ting dalawa?
Na pati ako'y
naguguluhan na
Mga matatamis na salita
Hindi ko alam kung totoo na ba
Sabihin mo pagka’t
Akoy unti-unting
nahuhulog na.
Nov 2018 · 133
What I Love About You
xxx Nov 2018
I love the way you look at me,
I love the way you make me so happy
and the ways you show you care.

I love the way you say " I Love You"
I love the way you touch me,
always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
and glad that you are mine.
Nov 2018 · 161
Blue Heart
xxx Nov 2018
You're not that perfect
you're not the one that i expect
I don't know how i fell for you
But i forget all my blues every time i see you.

I love the way your lips curve when you smile
Even when i am for a mile
but do you know how much i appreciate every single thing you do?
Even when you make silly faces and dances too.

I wish you would know how much i feel for you
Please show me a sign so i can continue
To adore and love how perfectly imperfect your flaws are
But please don't go when you see my scar.
u know who u are :)
Nov 2018 · 95
“HOME”
xxx Nov 2018
What do I do when home doesn’t feel like home anymore? They say, broken hearts write the most beautiful yet the saddest lines. I guess it’s true. My parents warned me about the drugs in the streets, but never the ones with a pair of beautiful eye and a heartbeat. I love him knowing I shouldn’t. What a mistake right? Falling for him wasn’t really falling at all. It was like wandering and walking into a house and suddenly knowing, I’m home. Home isn’t always about having those four high walls, a roof and a door. Sometimes, it’s an open arm, a pair of mesmerizing eye and a heartbeat. His arms were my home more than our house was. I love his voice. I love his smile. I even love his laugh. I just love everything about him. I love him the way I should’ve loved myself. And that’s where I went wrong. We were good together, but not good for forever. What happened? What happened to us? It was nice until it lasted. What was the problem? He left, I cried. He felt fine, I was dying. He was my air, and now, I couldn’t breathe. He said goodbye, but I was still holding on to hello. I always wondered what I did to make him leave. Am I not enough? “Forever” he said.  Who knew that forever meant 200 days, 8 hours, 5 minutes and 2 seconds. I didn’t choose pain, I chose him and then pain followed. Losing him isn’t what hurts the most, it was knowing that losing me didn’t hurt him. Even a single bit. He told me he loved me, was it ever true? Was it fun breaking my heart? Was it fun watching me fall apart? Was it fun watching me suffer? Was it that easy leaving me? I just lost someone who didn’t care about me, he lost someone who would’ve done anything for him. I just lost someone who didn’t love me, he lost someone who truly loved him. No, we didn’t date. Technically, he wasn’t an ex-boyfriend but he was an ex-something, an ex-maybe, an ex-almost. I have to ask; did I really matter to him? I thought he was worth it, but I was wrong. I don’t regret us, but I wouldn’t do it again. And maybe, just maybe we weren’t meant to be together but always remember that you will always be my favorite yet most painful story to tell. I deserve to be happy and I will be happy even if that happiness doesn’t include him anymore. He was my home for so long but then I realized, humans cannot be homes. If homes can leave, then they are not homes. Because homes stay, but sad to say, he walked away.
Eulogy
Nov 2018 · 401
"Kahit hindi naging tayo"
xxx Nov 2018
Kahit hindi naging tayo,
Masaya pa rin ako.
Hindi man para sa sarili ko,
Basta para sayo.

Kahit hindi naging tayo,
Minahal pa rin kita ng totoo.
Minsan mo na rin kasi akong pinasaya,
Minsan ko na rin kasi sayo naramdaman na ako'y mahalaga.

Kahit hindi naging tayo,
Hindi ako nagsisising dumating ka sa buhay ko.
Pagmamahal ko man sayo'y hindi pa nagbabago,
Hindi ko pa rin ipagsisiksikan ang sarili ko.

Kaya kahit hindi naging tayo,
Nandito pa rin ako para sayo.
Oo, sabihin na nating tanga ako,
Pero ganun talaga dahil nagmamahal ako.

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