I said goodbye
But I cannot lie,
I want you back here.
I've said I hated you
But we knew it wasn't true.
I saw you there,
Cold and grey,
And I just wanted to cry that day.
But you are gone,
I can't bring you back.
Just know I'll always love you.

It's been over two months.
And it's been getting a little better.
But you are gone. And it's
Not reversible.
You're gone and somehow people forgot.
But I didn't and I refuse to.
You were perfect but now you're gone.
The rope broke your soul.
The tree took you away.
And I just want you back.
Happy birthday Evan...

I think you don't see it.
I'm more disappointed than mad,
You were my hero and my rock.
And now it's all gone,
Down the drain.
This is different I want the old you back.
But you'll forever be my father.