Gabrielle Ayoub

Gabrielle Ayoub Mar 2014

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Son visage se reflète sur mes yeux désenchantés
Qui versent des larmes nostalgiques
Il sait bien que ma vie sans lui n'est qu'une mort attardée
Qu'une existence au destin le plus tragique

Je voudrais qu'il me fasse la cour tel jadis sous d'autres cieux
Les vers théatraux comme les chantaient nos aiieux
Les mots qui existent seulement dans mes rêves les plus doux
Les mots qui valent tellement plus qu'un simple bijou

Le seul moyen d'éteindre cette flamme
Est de dire à Dieu à ma vie
Je ne suis hélas qu'une simple femme
Je ne puis supporter tout ce mépris

Sur le désert de ma vie je demeure
Certe, déplorable et rembrunie
Mais je vis malgré mes douleurs
Malgré mes blessures infinies

Please give me your feedback, I need to adjust it. And I need ideas for the title. Thank you :)

Gabrielle Ayoub Jan 2014

Always on my mind

Just a while more, and you won't be here
I will try to find you, but you won't be near

People like you, so pure, so kind
People like you are never easy to find

You may call me crazy, but I want you to know
Dearth of you, and I will be dull and low

Days will be an endless struggle to survive
No more thoughts in my mind will thrive

I will eagerly wait to be enlightened by you
I will miss you so, I hope you feel the same about me too

Gabrielle Ayoub Jan 2014

This grey jacket

This grey jacket, so old and shabby
Ventures in my dreams to keep me delighted
This grey jacket, with its endless melody
Till the end of time will stay undefeated

No matter how ragged it has become
Time will not let it fade away
It may be looked upon as a shred by some
But that will not let me stop wearing it night and day
No, it will never fade away

The grey jacket represents the memories I have of my grandfather. He would wear this old grey jacket all the time because he said it was his good luck charm.

Gabrielle Ayoub Dec 2013

Back-stabber

Why did you spend an eternity in the past when now moments spent are few
Why did you fill colors in my life just to now leave me all blue
Why did you make me so addicted to you that now I think of you in whatever I do
Why did you put me in this position where our love cannot come true

God help me forget this precious treasure
Oh how did I arrive to this torture

In this moment I can see clearly
I know you back-stabbed me, you are no longer my friend
You played with my sensitivity
And now you pretend that you never cared, this is the end

I will erase everything about you
Everything you touched and smelled
I am moving on to live without you
I know your love was all pretend

Gabrielle Ayoub Dec 2013

Key to your heart

There is no other place where I feel safe
No other place seems to give me salvation
There is no other place for which i crave
None that lets me avoid resignation

All I need is a key to unlock the door
It's a door like none has seen before
It's the door through which in your heart I can be
Just let me in, it's the only place I wish to be

The slightest thought of being in your heart
Is enough to put a smile back on my face
As if this was all I wanted from the start
As if there is nothing better than this place

All I need is a key to unlock the door
It's a door like none has seen before
It's the door through which in your heart I can be
I am ready to pay the price, you just have to trust me

Gabrielle Ayoub Dec 2013

Scars

I am lost, i am broken
I feel hopeless and so lonely
My scars are wide open
And no one is coming for me

My fragile soul is bleeding
I can't take the pain anymore
The angel of death is coming
To take me to heaven's door

I tried to reach out for love but it fell apart
It can't rise above a wounded heart
And you can't stop me from falling apart
Because my endless agony is all your fault

My life has come to an end
Cinder and dust i will become
My breath is starting to fade
And i'm starting to feel so numb

I'm tired of my heart being broken
Of these tears falling down my face
I'm tired of this love being taken for granted
My life has become a shame, a disgrace

This poem is completely random, it's not about me or anyone in particular. Sorry if you think i'm a freak lol

Gabrielle Ayoub Dec 2013

Undisclosed universe

These paper cutouts of their lonely lives
Bricks crumble among the uprising skyline
Yet everyone wanders towards the dark hued sky
For questions that are asked with unknown mystery

Sometimes the intrusive thoughts lead nowhere
But I have to know what the world hides out there
Sometimes I wonder if an answer will end my despair
If the undisclosed is yet to become History