i have fallin in love with him again,
i have try to push him away,
i have tried not to think of him,
he has stollen my heart from someone else,
from some one that i loved dearly,
im fallin in love with him again,

he held me for a long time,
he tried to kiss me so i pulled away,
he wants me back again,
he thinks he wont hurt me again,
im fallin in love with him again,

i dont know what to do,
its complicated right now,
is it time to let this guy go?
i want some one who can ease my pain and be with me forever,
im fallin in love with him again,

have you ever felt like you cant be happy any more
to the point that you lock the words that come out of your mouth
and never speak again
my happiness has been thrown away
have you ever felt like you cant be the person you wanna be?
inside me im just torn
torn to the bottom of my heart
i never will to be happy in my life again
i want to lock my words till i can find a way to speak out again
till i get god to understand me
till he can heal my pain once and for all
all i wanted was a happy life
a life where people can let you be what you wanna be
a life where no one can mess up for you
and a life that i can be happy again
my happiness has been thrown away
im torn to the bottom of my heart
till god can heal my pain
then i would be happy again
till god takes his time to heal it
i never will be happy again!
My happiness has been thrown away .

I don’t want to keep cooking all the time
I don’t want to keep getting his underwear’s
I don’t want to keep cleaning after him
This is my life
I don’t want to keep cleaning his room
I don’t want to keep doing his chores
I don’t want to clean his toe nail mess
This is my life
I don’t want to clean her closet
I don’t want to clean her bed                                                                                                                                               I don’t want to keep cleaning after pigs
                                             Again this is my life
                                         Love:
                                                    GABRIELLALYNN JULIANNA MARCIAL

walking through the door with a tear drop falling towards the floor
locking my words away
so no one could know how i feel
trying not to think about running away
realizing i cant break a promise any way
wanting my mother to just hear me out
but theres no way in that
trying to keep those tear drops falling towards the ground
keeping away from everything
Realizing i cant break a promise anyway

They say there goodbyes
holding on to the feeling they have
then they tell there lies
thinking that we will understand them
but mean while we women are holding those feelings inside
theses men don't even pay no mine
these men think we women are not the dating type
but lets push those certain men aside cause they don't mined
lets take our time and make those feelings go away
fined another guy but it takes patience
so they say there good byes
holding on to the feelings they have
then they tell there lies !!