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Gabriel Dec 2015
Mine was real, and she came at midnight.
Not really a ghost.
Not really a demon.
Maybe she wasn't even evil.
But her actions were evil.
And she was real.
For about four years, she was real.

She haunted my home; it was hers too.
She haunted my father; he was hers too.
She haunted my sleep, and shared with me nightmares.
She possessed me every day.
Relentless, she filled me with spite.
The spite she got from her parents.
The spite she got from her boyfriend, my dad.

But as the clock struck four,
And the Devil's Hour faded,
And the earliest glimpse of the morning came,
She fled like the dark creature she was.
She took her screams.
She took her plagues.
But she left for me a curse.

Now, though she's gone,
I can't rid myself of her screams.
And I don't know whether to be enraged,
Or crushed,
Or to pity her.
I just wish I knew the rite I need,
To rid myself of her curse.
Gabriel Jul 2015
The aromas of fresh air,
Dew, and pine rise to meet me.
And the soft hand of the wind,
Wipes the moisture from my brow.

Green leaves rustle, and birds sing,
And squirrels scamper sweetly.
The greatest gift I receive,
Is the vision of the now.

I look up to crystal skies.
The horizon sharp and clear,
In these mountains, God's country,
Follows curves of Earth around.

Peaceful clouds that wander by;
They are tranquil, not in fear.
For holy health of this place,
Is seen in life, which abounds.

Standing on a cliff, I ask,
"Will I give my precious trust?"
I look across to the twin,
Of the peak on which I stand.

Smiling as I feel the tug:
Gravity, and sudden gust.
I turn my eyes from her peaks,
Falling to fertile heartland.

As I'm laid down on the Earth,
She greets and embraces me.
I can't seize her tree's branches,
Or taste her fruit delicious.

Pouring rain and raging winds,
Wake me from my sunny dream.
This can't be my natural home,
Despite my simple wishes.
Gabriel Nov 2016
What makes you go on?

As a singer near your pianissimo?
As a runner near your halfway mark?
As graying hair near your dark, thin veil?

When you face cannons, naught but a swordsman on your horse, how do you charge headlong into the fray?

I can't help but be captivated, an observer seeing something surreal, like time flowing backward, or a fire cool to the touch.

I'm not another species... I am you, minus your enlightenment. So enlighten me.

How is it that, a vicious, peaceful rebel to your circumstances, you charge with a hearty call, you greet death as an old friend, you run harder than you ever had before?

How is it that when your pianissimo comes, you hold the fermata twice as long as you could with air alone?
Gabriel Jun 2015
Has anyone ever asked you,
"Why are you such a good kid?
Don't you want to have a little fun, to live a little?"

And all you could think was,
"My choice isn't good or naughty.
Being good is the only way to keep the hungry demons at bay."
Gabriel Dec 2016
A voice he hears, resound the hall,
As he resists, asleep, to fall.
The night watch guarding treasure grand,
He listens close for rooster's call.

"And who is this, that she demand,
My ear tonight by soft command?"
He rises quickly from his post,
To scour and search o'er all the land.

His armor, strength, and stature boast,
His tours from peak to plain to coast,
But confidence won't last for long,
When mystic visions, senses host.

For all at once, he hears the song,
Of angels, trumpets, strings, and gong.
His meager flesh does quake and yield.
The clouds fall too, at notes so strong.

The sun is set and night is sealed.
The moon sails over silent field,
Yet still he sees trees sway and bend,
For stars as lamps these angels wield.

"Turn back now mortal; your watch, tend.
Nor worry now, she is no friend.
This woman whom you seek to woo,
Will not be yours, in any end."

Their lamp-stars changing, white to blue,
Their words like daggers run him through.
"Few orders have I deigned lament,
So angels, why must I hear you?

Who charged you to make your descent,
And tell me what is their intent?"
The angels stand there, stoic, fair,
Shocked by his mortal dissidence.

"Tread light, God knows you walk on air,
Against your arrogance, take care."
Then from their robes, so lovely white,
Shines out the Face of God laid bare.

The countless angels take to flight.
Their glowing wings erase the night.
But he can only hear the storm;
For in their flash, they took his sight.

Now silence comes, in its full form.
To bring him peace, in his new norm.
A challenger to mighty Fate,
He savors silence, calm and warm.

Right back, he stumbles, to the gate,
Arriving in the morning late.
Although the treasure wasn't lost,
His fellow guards greet him irate.

Against the ground his name is tossed,
And yet this shame is all his cost.
His nights in past were flawless, all,
So he's kept on as a night watch.

He sits each night inside that hall,
His pounding heart ready to fall.
He listens close for music grand:
The echo of her tender call.
Gabriel Oct 2015
She needed warm, bright hope.
Yet looking up for some sign,
She didn't know if she'd find it.

She thought, "Just maybe."
Definitely not, "Definitely."
Probably not, "Probably."

Just, "Maybe."
Gabriel Jun 2015
I awoke this morning,
With a frown on my face,
And I pleaded for grace,
For my desires were base.

Throughout the day, I try to keep pace.
I fumble for energy, for drive.
Yet, although I care and pray and strive,
I do not feel anymore alive.

Into worlds of dream I dive,
And I find endless treasure:
Seas of gems beyond measure,
Fields for passionate leisure.

But I'm stolen from my pleasure.

The alarm sounds,
Samples fall to the ground,
My head pounds,
I'm wound,
Bound,
By voices around,
Telling me where Wisdom's found.
Screaming,
"Run, here comes Poverty's hound!"

I see the mayor of the town,
A woman in a pretty gown,
A gleaming angel falling down...

And I wonder:
Are they right, or are they just loud?
Red
Gabriel Oct 2015
Red
Fine wine,
Whose taste isn't quickly or easily acquired,
Vivid roses,
Whose subtle fragrance imply potent joys,
Perfect rubies,
Whose flawless form glorify even stone,
Dying sun,
Whose rage won't be quenched, though it's doused in the cold black ocean of formless dreams:

All of these promise me peace and meaning...
Yet I am frustrated.
The color of my "lover's" lips begets the dull glow of my hidden wrath.

"I am content," I say, without so much as to fake a smile.
My yearning never ended,
My days become dreams,
And my nights become the far-red background noise of the universe.

You didn't give me this rage.
You didn't cause me this harm.
You didn't give me this pain,
Yet you, like me, are the unjust object of blind scorn.
I choose not to give you pain.
I choose not to cause you harm.
You didn't give me this rage.

So I give you wine, roses, and rubies,
In hopes that my heat might become your warmth.
Sky
Gabriel Aug 2015
Sky
You are overcast today...

I am sorry for all the raging seas which spew their steam at you...
They boil under their own dry heat.
I am sorry for all the rivers whose lazy mouths run carelessly...
To wispy droplets you must attend,

You, who give life even to lifeblood,
Who give inspiration to every poet and warrior, and even fire,
Who give expiration to mortals, metals, and mountains.
How can I respect you any more than I already do?

If you need to, please, cry.

See! Even your tears are sweet!
Their taste fills my mouth and my heart.
Their scent brings me comfort,
Your rich life has permeated even the dust!

If you are full of tears, cry, and you give life.
If you are full of joy, shine, and you give life.
If you are full of words, breathe, and you give life...
Warm or cold, you are a beauty to behold.

If you are tired, take rest, that I see you in the silent night.
I want to see your stars, your thoughts, however dim or bright.
I want to see your blackness too, your faults, laid bare to sight.
I want to see your humbling depth, how much your heart loves right.

At last Queen don your shim'ring crown,
With stardust ever falling down,
The crescent moon upon your hair,
Though cratered... You're unrivaled fair.
Gabriel Jul 2015
I spent 8 hours playing today.
        I don't know how time flew away.
        "Expansive?" - Have you heard of it?
        The graphics are superlative.

        Whether I am torching trolls,
        Or I bag some butterflies,
        It is I, who's in control,
        No more bound by flagrant lies,

        No more weakness, no more pain,
        No more under Fate's disdain,
        No more contact, naught to gain,
        From the sunshine, nor the rain.

I spent 8 hours watching this time,
        I must say anime's sublime.
        The characters and plot were great!
        Oh how they challenged god-king, Fate!!!

        When she died in bitter end...
        Felt as if my heart were torn.
        "She's not real; to real life, tend."
        This truth's true. Still I'm forlorn.

        This truth's blue, yet that one's red.
        "This truth's you," at least, You've said.
        This truth's cat-in-box is dead.
        Truth, a mortal cannot wed.

I spent 8 hours surfing tonight,
        And to my bones, I'm filled with fright.
        How can someone be complacent,
        All our goodness hidden, latent?

        ******, ******, Usury:
        How are these so commonplace?
        Greed, Sloth, Anger, Gluttony:
        Unjust suff'ring our disgrace.

        Unjust suff'ring in the land,
        Unjust suff'ring from my hand,
        Unjust suff'ring by command,
        Imminent, unless I stand...

I spent all day's hours without life.
        I halted searching for a wife,
        And while, for long, I can't reside.
        I feel as though I've seen inside...

        Perhaps I'm wrong, lost, or stale.
        I will trudge on to the goal,
        For I claim this human tale,
        Is the lively, lovely soul,

        Is the masters' art and song,
        Is the teaching, "Do no wrong,"
        Is the simple game of pong,
        Is the moon, so bright and strong.
I fully realize Skyrim's graphics are no longer "superlative," haha. But I remember how flipping awesome that game was. And despite being one avenue for my escapism for a bit, it really is a good game. :) Thus is Skyrim the inspirational title for my poem.
Gabriel Jul 2015
They use so few words,
For passion or lies.
And I try so hard.
Like, seriously,
***** all you smart guys!
Gabriel Apr 2016
I love the cities that are kind,
Dispersed, whose roads don't wind,
Like global neurons firing cars in time.
Every inch of the city is a detail, defined.

Traversing the roofs to see the grand design,
In the midst of the people on the street sometimes,
My mind is,
Ever craving the next jump and climb.

And I love the country too.
Neighing horses, wide sky, blue,
Darling streams and trees to boot.

Lasses there are quite the beauts.
Over mountains, the sun peeks through,
Violets, roses, morning dew.
Everywhere God paints my view.

Or maybe the suburb calls,
Friendly neighbors, pets and all,

Rambunctious boys and girls with dolls.
Happy Halloween in Fall.
You lie there, when in bed I crawl.
My life is peaceful, all-in-all, like
Evenings lovely, draped in rainfall.
Gabriel Jun 2015
As I walk, absent-minded, bearing my load,
I glance to an enigma on the side of the road.
And I am taken, for although the earth is cold,
There stands proudly a rose of vivid gold.

Among the snow and the brush she grows,
Sweeter than her pink and red sisters she smells.
I draw near, for from her heat seems to glow,
And light from her velvety petals does swell.

So I lean in closer, incensed, hearing bells.
And my clumsy hand is pricked by a thorn.
I’d been moved much too quickly, lost footing and fell.
And now I just pray that she fosters no scorn.

Though I’d have made no music, had I not been torn.
I'd have given no pain, had I not deigned to covet.
Yellow roses are friendship, goodwill reborn.
So sister, now only God sings “Dearly Beloved.”
Gabriel Sep 2017
"Forever,"
You say,
"I will love you.
I will hold you close to my heart."
Subtle is the truth, though.
The tenderness you show
Is a sign of discomfort, not
Love, not
Loyalty, not even
Lust.
Overtly
Vivacious,
Explicitly
Young;
Only
Underneath your gleaming white veil
I barely see the
Sign of a
Timid heart,
Icy, rather, snowy to touch.
Looking upon your beauty, I saw singular potential. As I
Listen now,
Carefully,
Aware of the odds, that beat
Recurs. Is it mine, or is it the
Echo of your cool heart?

— The End —