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I'll *******,
If you want.
Cause I want it
Just as bad as you do.
But I also want to hear the rustle of the sheets
When you turn over in the middle of the night.
I want to feel your hot breath on my neck.
I want the stubble on your chin to graze my cheek
As you kiss me gently on the forehead.
And when I whisper "goodnight," you don't have to reply.
Just nudge me with your knee
Or poke me with your elbow.
8/13/12
Touch me,
it doesn't matter where
and it doesnt matter how
I need to know I'm still alive
so someone touch me now
Shake my hand and say hello
or pat me on the back
kiss me on the cheek
that I may feel this sense I lack
slap my face and pull my hair
make me bleed I just don't care
dig your nails into my skin
so I can feed this need within
I've been numb for such a time
that even pain would be sublime
so touch me, touch me now
I don't care where, I don't care how
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I  gave this pome to my daughter when she was 16,, after a hard few years,,

I know I am simple but
Hope you would have shared with me.
For Iam who ever you want me to be.
I no longer have enchanted powers like i did before.
So I wont tell you fairytales anymore.
The hard line is life has changed me.
Iam still your rock and grounded,
Just  a little batter ad bruised and a bluey shaed of grey.
I love you in the same way.
I know Iam simple,
One day
I hope you can share with me and forget the past.
Il always be your rock with hidden gems,
Il always be your friend.
I know I am simple,
But please share with me,For Iam whatever you dream me to be.

This rock.
Like life will one day turn to sand,Il come back as the beauitful sell that Iam.
In a world of a billion colors,
This world I imagine is full of wonders.

It is a warm place,
But yet snow falls lightly, caressing my face.

I feel as if I was floating in thin air,
I look down at my feet and notice that the ground isn't there.

As I stare into the sky,
It is not blue, it is  lime green, and I am guessing that today, the clouds were shy.

The lime green sky was so clear,
It was then that the stars began to appear.

The stars were purple,
And they were not shaped like your typical star, they were in the form of a bubble.

My skin was no longer a light tan,
It was silver, and strangely reminded me of a can.

All of a sudden, everything was shining,
I was confused, I thought I could see the silver lining.

This vortex type of whoosh came upon my eyes,
And I felt as if it was ******* me in, I'm telling no lies.

What is happening? Can't I stay a while longer?
It is in this world that I wish to linger.

I don't want to go back to my world,
I don't know how I got here, was it in a whorl?

What if I can never return?
Then the vortex seemed to die down, my eyes burned.

I shut my eyes,
It was the only thing in my body that I was able to control, to my own demise.

When I was able to open my eyes again,
I awoke on my bed, in my hand, a pen.

A notebook was in front of me,
I saw only two words on the first page, so it be.

"Pure Imagination", nothing else was written.
It came to me that now I knew what to write; I was smitten.
There’s two sides of being on the side
The reason that makes it all worth it
&
The reason that makes you feel like dirt
So here’s the reason it’s (almost) worth it
When I’m with you I (think) know love
I get beautiful whispers in my ear
I have times when I just know we’ll be together
I get that feeling that you do love me
That I’m of some significance in your life
I (almost) get love
Now here’s the part that makes you feel like dirt
When we see one another in public and look away as if you didn’t just kiss me and tell me you loved me
When we have to plan our time together around hers and yours
When the whole world only knows about her
When I’m in the shadows
When I feel like dirt
When deep down…
I just know I can or at least deserve better
But my heart loves you
Why? I wish I knew...but it does
Maybe because you where the first one I ever fell in love with and now my heart feel as though it is indebted to you eternally
What a stupid, foolish heart
Your a liar and a cheat
And so am I…
But I’m going to stop
I am
This time
I swear
So to you I say this
I will always love you...and
F* you darling

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