Silent she remains
noise, sounds, buzz
absence claims,
she holds
Nothingness inside.
No future contained,
now here
in frame
prevails,
limitless, limiting life
she claims,
wordless world
lives in praise.
Disengagement, detachment, proclaims
present in vain
decision upright
she wonders in wander,
explorer great?
Fate weaves moments at will
fires flicker faint
firm foe entails
flame uncertain, peculiarly reigns
passes of fame.
World presses
models of pace
thorns born of pressure taint
her heart is torn
allegiance lame
obscure, insane
governs, forestalls
time quaint.

I love to see your smile
my heart softly
whispers your name
I will never forget
how you picked me up
when I was down
{Don't cry
I am here to stay
trust
I am here to say
I will always love you
together
we will sail through
the storm
together
we will face
the squall
together we shall walk
together....
The years go by
you are my bright sky
your face means home to me
I will never leave you
I promise, I will lead you
each day close to my heart
{Don't cry
I am here to stay
trust
I am here to say
I will always love you
together
we will sail through
the storm
together
we will face
the squall
together we shall walk
together....

Long now she asked
how,
could be,
what,
it was,
why,
it had
to be.
Years went by
questions scattered,
sigh,
answers came by
furtive, incomplete.
Wrinkles deepened,
mind heavy seeded
solution none.
Day came,
she decided to rein
what she had
what she was,
enough to be
for now,
enough.

Crossing over,
a bridge,
new spaces discovered
unknown first,
familiar next
growing continues
speedily some,
slowly other,
the path one
meets the heart.
Beseech the moment
blessed is wonder
tears bitter sweet
release the need,
avoid pain
no words refrain
thoughts smirk
emotions murky
hold down the will.
The crossing,
event surreal
breaks the mirth
weakened  fear
no turning back
arrows point
ahead.

Legions of I's
I bid good bye
in dreams
you gather
to feast on I.
I, the seeker
enter the passes
day awakes,
companionship  binds.
Controlling fails
awareness reigns
resolving confusion
welcomes conclusion.
Dreamer arise
look at sunrise
new day arrives
carrying demise
old patterns
subside.
Rest now
your time is over
let I
Be
today's eye.

Love forgotten
seasons pass
veils are lifted
ignore the rush...
Times given to  
grieving,
world unforgiving
heart missed
a beat.
Ring the bells  
sound the trumpets
gates wide
enter  calmness.
Today I live
Today I die
each breath
speaks
"it's all worthwhile".
My step is slow
mirrors lie
spirit lives
when I try
to Love
again

Spirit low
unknown blow
haze, hail
dormant flow...
Emotions disguised
faint blight
bleak, recite
nemesis thorn.
Escape tight
fight inside
waning thought
mourn
passages torn.

Folded wings, yesterdays...
faded
slowly pass, wander
weaving nets
shadows passed
rested in heart's wonder
where
images of blue change
the reds of tears
where
the glow
memory's soul
receive
amends...

Written on 07/08/2009

Dreams uttered
in silence
lesser hope
in silence
strength invitation
in silence
prayer humble
in silence
night troubled
in silence
mind destructed
in silence
incantation song
in silence
thoughts unspoken
in silence.
Silence
silent.

Planted seed, growth deprived
winter ground, barren, hostile
frozen peace.
Elements kind
sun,air,dew
nurture inside wholeness
persuit.
Broken rainbows whispers
hidden
invite sorrows morrows beaten
Way of Being
spoken delights
spirit renewed horizons
bright

Curses, regrets
wound abreast
memory bound
clarity heist.
Age mist
in haste bliss
wants, incomplete
desires lease
time flies.
Lies,ties,flashes
paths closed
sigh
Life calls on.

silent woe

  gong

ghastly growl

repeat song

primal foul

hidden rot ...

Dreamt fields

envisioned shore

sought arrows

ordinary bow

regretfully thrown

Beginnings,

walls unknown

shadows drawn

perpetrators hide

swiftly...

Tears flown
pain shown
yet
stand strong
Memories cavern
host of sadness
yet
stand strong
Sharp tongues
derision
mean hearts
decision
yet
stand strong
Away! darkness
Away!
Light embrace
Grace domain
stand strong.

New arrival bears
Moment's desire
beginnings
...afresh

Whispered adherence
Love, Light allegiance
path torn
wordly plot disguises
thorns.
Lost wanderer
meanings hidden
weakened  bonds
veils  drawn
sufferance born.
Presence powerful
insistent. tangible
summons strength
Divine lest.
Awake wise
eve  dawn
arise...

poems written      
heart smitten
passing moments
spoken seal.
Life's web  
intrigue woven
pillars high
inspire
broken
thoughts cease.
Questions unanswered
festered lesser chatter
dreamer's need
silently
dwells within...
A year later
wanderer still
shoots freshly grown
Love guided sown
priceless canals
tenderly reach
ancient wish...
I am keeper
of
Being.

countless moments

roots grow deeper

rare scenes play

a taste

to joyful trials

heart creates

triumphs ,falls

synergy

Fate?

Time unfolds , memory fades

script beholds

tomorrow's lace

meticulous design

droplets of Grace

nurtures beckons

Life's pace.

Stomach- churning uncertainties plenty

shadows loom, threat revealed

flash!

hesitant hazy horizons trace

walks of wonder

pave  courage-path  haste

shedding  fears understanding tears    

Light prevails!

Gates of Time open wide

breeze  blown passes

stale demise fades

tame heart's reckoning

Breath guides

offerings soulful   rite  Divine.

Tombs of knowledge bow low

past rests  faded  

yesterday's bough.

Celebrate innocence, youth, readiness
 
perpetual cycle living
 
regrets maybe some

time concealing
 
dawns rise fall
 
unique beginnings

coven  of

endless seedlings .

Curve, a folly
crown upheld
endings beginnings
illusion felt.
Seconds,  a flash
fear trembling
splash
tendrils weave airless
skies purple bleed.
Caverns dark
light-less trance
innocence spilled
vengeance demise
Ghost Being
   Shapeless  
gather  
mocking laughing
sneering betrayal
courage subsides
Hell hails
victory cry.
Cards dealt choices
frozen in time
horizon-less
mist  
memory ply.

Travels adventure time election

bring make life selection

through long silence.

Space wide invites

thought devise

lost wander

endless wonder

through cloud doubt

sterile ponder.

Mind seeds  unfruitful deed

moment blinds

focus declines

turns need.

Inexorable heights

secret aligns

fine tune

claims loom

woven light transcends

might

allness float

high bares

void

Great Silence.

Hooves thundering hard
dreams  
tremble shake
haunted sleep  
bliss wounded
slain.
Wild packs speed
through
moments
past present
frown
unresolved lame
field woes
jeering deep
snare.
Sigh!
day dawns
called retreat invades
riders rest inside
dreams
wars  hidden within
fade.

You are not happy
I hear you say
wake up kid
look at the day
world out there
mess ,disarray
let it all happen
smile at the day
you are alive!
Gratitude holds
windows open
your heart  
light beam
what is
as it is
keeps order.
You want more
more and another
life speaks
language older
Open your eyes
look around
lessons are
free unbound.
Moment rushes
does not turn around
live like leaf
wind wander.
Hurry not
reach for the sky
learn to see
possible cry
life waits
for you  to try.

Time, thoughts
incoherently
show
hazy veil
crowding
sail
direction none.
Where all  begins
where it goes
where comes from
where it grows...
life a mixture
bubbles
slowly blowing
heart inside
knows no Knight
belief succumbs...
Passing lights
sparkles of night
weakly rise
in darkness
shine.
Days mark pace
speedily race
desire bears
fruit of care.
Maybe tomorrow
maybe now
maybe a path
will meet the bow.
Choice runs
marathon ...

Interesting times
ancient curse
surprise
life a bother
delight
utter a scream
Day fills moment
disaster,pain,
disorder
outward looking
heart weeps.
Reasons given
blame delivered
consciousness mends
reaction fief
destructive noise
panic, fear, poise
all is forgiven
“God's Will”
Rise and fall
mind  forestalling
dark vision
ignores division
Notion lost.

Days painted
fear, frustrated tear
moments filled
emptiness miss
Time woven
clock blind folded
wishes empty
march underneath
resolve to rise
leave the disguise
crystal sparkle
beneath the seal.
Forgotten laces
overwrought races
missing  thread
seeing the less
Hopes arise
each dawn flies
cycles fill
more unease.
Soul lost  
dither
hazy sleeper
slipping away
places grim
Hers never ending
heart never rending
seeks to find
perfecting cell.

Eternal river flows

thought seed sows

Autumn  smiles

Silence

Priestess Psyche

enfolds my soul

depths remote.

ride spaces

fearful gazes

regret forlorn…

Lives eternity

bears entity

Being…

Seen

Unseen

marks

thin line

invincible sign.

harkened sounds

inside bound

attempt to run

came to none.

Here stays

reminds taste

bitter can be

avoided grief.

Besides ,

night

dreams all

might

what has been

healing forbids…

Yield,

music sighs

pain declines

resistance flees.

Day wanes

moonlight sails

moment by moment seeks release.

Hidden inside
a crystal
Light
covered webs
destiny woven
Life  unfolds
Illusion broken


Embers glowing
each turn
dawning
gates unseen
release
Understanding
Within

Feelings,emotions
hidden erosion  
moments lost  
plight past
murky, slimy waters
memory flees
forgotten


Rainbow wilful
heart sinful
deep
gaze reveals
Dream soulful

Wide-open smile

delicate

child’s heart

Divine

trust

Given

Unknown far

bidden.

Mother-figure

Destiny feature

Infinity’s Keeper

broke One Heart.

Spirit bright

Eternal Light

hosts innocence bid

endures moment

silent torture

breaks

integral being.

Survives  tide

feather in flight

footprints uncover

test  seal.

Broken yet not defeated

reclaims Right.

Notion fights

Love

Lives

time  silence
forlorn
distance
makes
no sound
waiting
breaks dawn
a
story closes .
Tell me
where does all start
where does all fade
where
heart sees
what
becomes
tale  
or
stale mate
Breathe in
love shared free
blossom rare
was not to be
the dew
stayed back
long enough
to keep ride
short its due
  fare.

Each day
arrives sweetly
survives
surreal
havoc eternal
held
within.
Words of stranger
kind soothsayer
throws a song
heart’s  resort.
Spirit thrives
flight inclined
higher Notion
takes the lead.
Now Here
Nowhere sphere
Breathing
Dreaming
intrigued
Innocence plead.
Today
try
seek wide sky
secrets all
point All.
Happy the I
looking inside  
unravel anew
old sinew.
I will survive
storm,  tide
Live
Design’s rede.

time flies ,heart resigns
bow low
memory resides
within
an instant fills  
moment entire
spaces painted
grim
oozing fire
sometimes
strong
others weak
keeping flow
throughout
deep.
Horizons small
darkened  
blighted
vision
narrow path
present derision;
lifetime chanter
weeps inside
journey too long
impulse
decision.
Steps
drawn
dusty yards
thought
lost in a maze
heart sought
thorn.
Dream comes
gentle host
believer’s soul
appears most
Trust shall
prevail last .

Breath swirls
horizons felt
expanding  extending
beyond intent
dragons roar
shadows soar
furies hidden
threatening
inert
Breath
magical  dancer
smoothly
evoking
ghosts
fear ridden.
Breathing entice
world inside
opening gates
Love’s Design
Inspire

Diamond clear
inside
rear
holding eternal
precious dear
times
thought  died
hope dimmed
beneath
hidden sky
faint heart
behind
doors closed
saw night
with no dawn.
moment
whimper
fragile seer
tightly hold
dream untold.
   Light  
a flicker
patience
courage
linger
Within...
LIFE
seeds
LOVE
deed

word tonight
heart entice
speak of world
cometh nigh...
living   moment
caresses
veil
forgotten
hangs
upon sail
unseen witness
bears weight
dreamt in the darkness
woes  of a Sage.
Path misty
uncertain
blind
aligns
Centre
Dale
inside
sigh
weak
screens
abyss Eternal
Wonder still
gate infernal
seek
ally
Life Is
constant strife

sweet decay
silent prey
life death
cycle bay …
beauty lush
blossom green
stillness intact
moves  Being
water flowing
ancient well
going going
ocean bed.
Exquisite light
dim inside
reveals turnings
Great Design
unfolding
leads
onwards  
bright
Eternity
Is
Heart’s  Delight

endings beginnings

morbid weaving

mockingly play

hide seeking

inside

confusion

weak resolution

hope lies fragile

silent

creed.

Time stretches

phantom display

spiral dancer

thought disarray

cynical answers

questions known

sadness encumber

thought slumber

whisper subtle
echo ramble
day dream  
riddle
moment serene
weave, appease
storm
relieve ;
inside,
raged
unfocused sage
unspoken bribe
heart weeping
broken defeated
horizon seated
dreamless
bequeathed
misty sea.
Lies dormant
aeon cradle
solvent
wakeful  watcher
Within.

Mist, cloud, drizzle
empty sky
veil
full riddle;
shadows lived
release pitch
passages missed
infuse reach
soul reflects
age, haze
heart muses
wonder, race;
path endless
footprints afresh
carry my life
always ahead.

doubt bow
seduces
now
soul enchanted
weave  thou
dream  made
fold
fade
whisper evokes
heart bough
Inside lives
ancient stream
rushes quietly
fills the bridge
often ignored
often abhorred
fragile bloom
sterile pond.
Feel notion
dream catcher
motion
threshold pass
today tomorrow
illusion !

sky blood red

clouds grey float

heart greets memory

time space
Illusion pace
weave design
glimpse
of a race...
what you see
is not...
what you taste
is not...
what you feel
is not...
what you speak
is not...
wandering grounds
frozen,sodden
trodden,
countless thoughts
stale
superficial
easily gotten,
words plethora
empty,
professing
no thing at all...

day begins
sun gleams
dreaming wishing
a perfect beam
Inside
fine
moment
delight
nagging faint
blemish perceptive
creeps up
catches
tendril of pain
Walked the mile
cried fie
heart lesser
open ajar
carry weight
uneasy distant
have to face
clearer ether
Who am I ?

Constant decision
constant derision
vessel weakened
by
constant submission
souls fights
constant resolution
becomes itself
shallow solution...
day marks
victory lost
courage breathes
slow, lost
one more try
sees
eye of storm
nearer, clearer
moment is gone...
time of learning
time of bliss
there lies
Sacred Being!

memories host
dream absolution
people alive
seek
resolution.
Mothers afraid
feeling unloved
children betrayed
seeking trust.

Time evades
possible union
shadows loom,
mist decision
Too late!
screams inside
blossom withered
love has died;

deeper in dreams
she sees gaps
path bound
treacherous trap
lessons learnt
clouds of dust
hide tears
bear fears
bridge
Life
Sage Of  LOve

Healing
crowns heart
sound
sinister taint
compassion rebound
Cries heard
childhood dead
gathered
songs
whisper
end

leaving no trace
love hid pain
heart still

blossom cut
thorn stung
hidden tear
hidden gloom
moment came
-had to come-
covered eyes
hidden  pass

final bow
end of act
scene moves
ahead
next to come

time groans,
impatient
becomes,
root returns
memory
slack
leaves
no trace

emotion
fades
regret remains
presence of absence
mark the pace.

Eternal tide
wild ride
waves
green leaves
roots
gathering...

Eternity
breathes
aeons release;

standing humble
present
stumble
wide wander
heart ponder
eyes See
antiquity
Beat

Time  marks
existing
limitless bidding
motionless notion
soul perceives
traceless place
never ending Grace
horizon-less pace
captures I
fading day
LIght

heart dormant
riding  
forest green
inspiring;
soul seeking
openings
in vain
searching
spaces hollow
ridden  disdain;
light fading
belief remains
wishing prevalent
keep on
discovering
well of tame
delight
dreaming
hoping
tomorrow invite
new  insight.

poppy petals falling
heart quietly
bleeds