I feel like I'm dying,
Like I'm being torn apart,
This feeling's the last thing that I remember,
My wounded heart,
I wish I could tell you,
Tell you how I love,
I wish you could see through these cursed eyes of mine,
I wish I was normal,
Not ****** up,
I wish I was better,
That I was enough,
But all you can see are the broken pieces of the past,
All of them shattered in my eyes,
You think they are golden,
But I know that they are the eyes of a mad man,
That I once was.

I feel like I'm sleepless,
No smile,
Can't cry,
I'm just helpless,
There's nothing you can do about it,
Blood will be spilled,
You can cut yourself all the time,
If I will cut myself there will be no second chance,
I will leave a note don't worry,
Now I'm on a better place,
I won't be sorry,
Maybe here we can be together again,
See the future we wanted,
Then the ending​ we deserved.

I hope that I could be again,
The one guy that you love,
I hope that I can breathe again,
Next to your heart beating soft,
I hope that I can see again,
The little sparks in your eyes,
I hope that one day I will see you,
Whole dressed in white.

With wisdom there comes pain,
I wish I could write this in a more entertaining way,
The more i know the more i wish to die,
You know world is ****** up but to what kind?
When you know all the **** that's happening,
You will see all the suffering,
Then you won't be able to judge,
To know what's wrong or right,
Everything will be grey,
And we will all end up the same way.

Words can't express my feelings,
Music can't help me with breathing,
Wish I was more wise,
Wish I had a second start,
But what can you do than to move on,
When everybody else did, don't just stand around,
Yea I know they all left you,
But I'm still here,
I can't give up now, go to sleep,
So if you want hold onto me,
I will try to take you as far as you need,
But if I ever stumble, fall to the ground,
Don't come back for me, because I'm already ripped apart.

I wish you could've hold me just a little longer,
Why didn't I belong here,
Had to go into despair,
It's hard to be happy,
When you can't share your feelings,
With the person who led you,
Lended you his own strenght,
Told you "You can do it",
But now farewell.

I'm screaming here now, leaving
nobody is hearing
these voices here now, feeling
that I was never even
while I drown here in sorrow
with no vision of tomorrow
while I hide behind the pain
as you tell me that I've failed
with you forsaking me maybe
maybe I'm just crazy
with blurry visions of the past
I reach out for the last
as I'm slowly dying
I can see you, crying
wishing that I would maybe
maybe call you baby
this would never happen and now I'm forgotten.

I love the quiet moments with you,
we don't even have to talk to know what's true,
I love your eyes when they are so dark,
I know you love me with all your heart,
you make me feel needed,
you make me feel high,
god and look at that smile,
I know you had a broken heart,
now let me fix it, it won't take much time,
you're the prettiest girl I could've ever found,
you're my angel and I won't let you down,
because I love you too darling,
I'm going to give you a hug,
after you're done reading this,
I would love you to smile.