I believe in Jesus. My testimony is unreal. I've been gay for a long time. It is a conundrum. God is all forgiving. I know that I'm forgiven.  I believe that Jesus is the son of God. I have a choice, and I make my choices often, I pray for forgiveness it feels pretty convicting. Part of religion is to constantly be in the scriptures, I do not do that. This is a very uncomfortable expression. I ask for forgiveness. Sometimes I wonder have I ever felt sorry because I use the word so sparingly. I want to repent, and I want to live my life with God and overcome this world.

I was born in El Salvador. A C section baby that was told his told whole life that I almost killed my mom at birth, only to find out that it was normal C section procedure so many years later. I don't think anyone will understand what that lie did to me. I don't know how I feel about that. My parents brought me to America when I was two years old. When I immigrated through some, body of water, whoever was carrying me dropped me in it and that's all I remember from that life event.

God, help with my day. Let me focus on work and whatever is important.