Build it up to tear it down
All we're really doing is ******* around
A self destructive psychosis
Well dilute the mind of the hostess
Love is the epitome in his eyes
But love is the vice with her lies
Its all fun and games til' someone cries
Its all fun unless someone dies

Happiness could only be bought
I hope that's not sarcasm that you were taught
Soon we will be able to let our minds rot
When happiness kicks in and the needles have caught
She'll say the words to get her fix
He'll believe the ***** even if the kiss is quick
All he wants is someone to care
All he needs is someone to dare

When the day comes where her eyes don't close
He'll think of where her soul must have rose
Thinking of why she was chose
Wondering why she had to go
He will never know of her intention
Never discover their love is an invention
He'll remain ignorant that it was just her addiction
And always see her as perfection

you will always be apart of me
you will always be in my dreams
to you i might just be another ******* that made you cry and stole your dreams,
the one that broke your heart and made you realize its time to grow up,
just another monster hiding behind a mask,
that guy that was to weak to move on and just gave up,
but to me…
you will always be my first love,
that beautiful girl with such innocent daydreams,
even though you were never around… your memory is always alive in my head,
i hope you never grow up and you act the age you wanna be,
if it wasnt for people telling us our age how old would you think you would be
i loved every second of being by your side,
i loved every single word that passed your lips,
i loved how beautiful you look in the moonlight,
i loved how delicious you were on the lips,
i loved how any where i would go i would be able to smell you on me,
i loved how you made me feel like a little kid,
i loved the fact that you loved me,
i hope you do something good with your life
i hope you forget about me and the sorrows i brought you
i hope your doing better then me
i hope to see i love you pass through your lips once more in my life
i hate how i stole your smile and i hate how easily i watched mine slip away
i hate me for allowing myself to just throw you aside
i hate me for everything i did
i just hate me

To: The Girl of My Dreams
From: A Person Who Probably Doesnt Matter Anymore