Sometimes you end up
Losing yourself trying
To hold onto someone
That doesn't care about
Losing you

A Special Word for YOU and ME
A Special bond one cannot see
It wraps up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like sliken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are ment to last for ever

And through at times a thread may
Break A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a SPECIAL WORLD where we belong!

As the days goes on
I sit and think on
ALL the promises
you've told me and
All the Broken Promises
You trive on so hard to
Try and make up for.
And I forgave you!!
Now its I promise this Time I'll be
By your side
I'll do this better or I'll stop this
I'll show you I love you.
And I forgave you!!
But now I'm SICK and tired of
Letting you build my heart up and
Tearing it down faster then sound .
BUT , I forgave you!!
Any moment now I'm WALKING away
Taking back my life as I knew it.
Not thinking about the promises
That seems so unreal.
But you'r BROKEN PROMIES and also you
No longer exists so go ahead. AND Thats a Promise that won't BE BROKEN!!!!

When I go to sleep
Holding you in my arms
Kissing you
Dreaming of you

Waking up to your smile
Kissing you
Telling you good morning
I just want to lay here with you

Days I dont want to get out of bed
Because your in my arms
Laying with me
And we are safe and at peace

I love you baby
I dont ever want to get out of bed
Being with you
Is today and tomorrows excitement

I dont wanna wake up
If your not in my arms
I dont want to sleep
If I cant dream of you

Your the world to me
And I dont wanna let you go
So please dont leave
Dont ever leave this bed

Stay with me
Till we are old and crippled
Times like this with you
I dont want to get out of bed

The sun is down
The Moon has risen
I FIND myself
And a Sweet Dream
That is Surrounded by
The Only person
I would want it too be
YOU ....
your soft lips pressing against mine
Your warm hands rubing my cool body
But where are you????
I wake my self up
Looking and searching for
You !!!
I know you was here
I felt your heart beat
But your not  here
All my feelings are with you and i cant stop thinking of you
I Even dream about you !!

I love you in the morning and
I love you in the night.
I love you when you'r wrong
As much as when you'r right.
I love you when you'r up and
Even when you'r down.
I love you when you smile and
Feel badly when you frown.
I love these wounderful ways
You show me that you care.
I love the safe feeling of knowing
You are there.
You can always make me smile
With things you say or do .
And that smilw is made with love,
That love I feel is You.

Honestly the ONLY thing I want right now
is to lay in bed with your arms wrapped around me.
And I just want to cuddle with you
listen to your heartbeat
and fall asleep with you.
Nothing else
I would do anything
just to be close to you
and have you in my arms.

You REALLY love him dont you?
He can tear you apart
Say mean things to you
And make you wish
You never met him
But at the end of the day
He"s the only one
You want to be with right?
Since the day you met him
You knew you wantd to be with him forever
Even now, after all this time
You still get butterflies
When you see him
Walking towards you
And even though you fight alot
You always seem to Find your way through it
Because even though he makes you cry
There's no one else that makes you happier than he does
And your friends sometimes tell you
"You deserve so much better"
But you always find yourself telling them
You just cant let him go
You hang up on him
When he says something stupid
Even though you know
You're going to answer the phone
When he calls you back 10 seconds later
You'll have this major fight during the day
But he'll still text you goodnight
And tell you he loves you
And you'll reply the same
And the truth is
You'd rather have bad times with him
Than have bad times with anybody else
No matter how many times
You say that you hate him
You know you never will
You love him more than anything
You dont care what your doing with him
As long as your together thats enough
And you know he is the only guy
That will ALWAYS have your heart

You came into my life
Your smile washed away
The pain. Heartbreaks and
Aches replaced by faith and grace
Though love beings and end it
Can make you insane but I'll
Take my chance and love you
Through the rain.
You rearranged my thoughts,
Now I'm lost without you
You got me baby and I'm
Not sure what to do. I'm
Not sure where we are going
And I don't think you know it.
There's something deep inside that's
Currently growing. I have to tell
You now before its to late. Don't want
To wait and make a mistake.
I'm trying to put words to how
You make me feel, I just hope
Everything we talk about hasnt lost its appeal

The lies, the hurt, the tears, the rain
Managing to smile through all the pain
At times you sit and wonder why
You want to scream but instead sigh
You wipe away the tears that soon escape
To ease the pain what does it take
Will it be a puff here or a drink there
The damage it causes
You just don't care
Your hearts so heavy you're going insane
You beg the lord to rid the pain
Please Lord, Please Lord, Please Lord, PLEASE
You're off the bed and on your knees
You search for words that explain how you feel
Your world right now seems so unreal
GOD!
You say you're not sure where to start
Restore my mind
Repair my heart
You're tired of losing
You're ready to win
Help me Lord
Forgive my sins
Show me how to love once again
The people I trust have swerved once again
But even after this I'm stronger than then

I hate you
I wish to tear you away from me
This tumor that clings to my chest
The thing that makes me ache
That haunts my dreams
And tears at my desires
You have brought me only pain
My untamed heart
That beast that gnaws at my soul
That pitifully whines
Bringing my mind into unwanted pain
Yet how can I blame you
How can I chastise you when I listen intently to your pleads
Why should I punish you for what my eyes feed upon
How can I blame my eyes for falling upon her
She who brings light to the eternal darkness of my soul
She whose eyes bring me to subjection
Whose smile leaves me in awe
How can I blame you when my ears are met with her laughter
How they submerge into her song
How they quiver at her voice
Why should I punish you for inclining my soul
Tempting it with the one sense that has been forsaken by her
How could I look over the thought of the brushing of lips
The touching of hands
The binding of the soul, mind, and body
You wretched heart
What am I to do with this constant companion
How could I tear you away
When she is the cause of my agony
Or is it the lack of her which brings me sorrow
Is it the need for her that leaves my heart in pain
Yet she is not mine
She was never mine
She will never be mine
My poor heart
How can I make you see reason
When all you do is show me the truth

You wanna know
Why I fell for you?
Its because I love you
You made me happy
You were the first person
To make me feel
Like I was special

You made me laugh
When I wanted to cry
You fixed my broken heart
You looked at me
Like I was the only one

Thats why I fell