I still remember those times when I would wait outside your house waiting for you to sneak out. Walks in the park. Standing in the rain together sharing a cigarette as we held each other for warmth. Listening to the sweet nothings that you would whisper into my ear with the ever so faint smell of tobacco rolled off your tongue. Watching scary movies together in my bed you holding me close as we both jumped from the terror of a frightening scene. These were the things we used to do before you became the stranger that you have become. Missed calls, unanswered texts, and an empty bed is all I know of you now. You are such a stranger to me now. I don't know if we could ever be what we used to be but come around don't be such stranger.

Oh friend of mine we have played and laughed to together. You have been here for me when I was sad and felt alone you have always known how to make me smile. Things are different now though work, school, and endless papers 6 to 10 pages but who really cares? All I know is that you are gone 9 out of 12 months though it seems longer to me. I can only see you in winter and summer what a ****** wouldn't you say? All I know is miss you my friend so come home so we can laugh and play ounce again. Oh how I miss you my best friend.

When we were together I had a goal. A place where I was headed no question in my mind that it was the place I wanted to go. It was peaceful like a little peace of heaven on earth. Then came that day when we were separated and we had to take on different paths in this life. How cruel time has been to us.  Now that you are gone and I don't know where I am heading. I wish that I could hold your hand once again so that you could lead me to that peaceful place once again. Now I have to get up and stand my own two feet and find my own place in this dark world. I just hope I don't get lost.