Here you are, in front of me
Tight and pink
You're aching to begin
Slide my lips on top of you
Taste the first taste
and you're in.

Shaft hugs throat like a glove
the rhythm the rhythm the rhythm
you're mine.

Lost to the ecstasy
a great roaring sea
with that sweet groan,
a torrent into me.

how could you say you know me?
which of many avenues brought us together
together but for cyberspace
I have forgotten
and worthless now,
you know me
because you know yourself.

a prison of faux white pillars
a jail of crisp green water
and perfect blue sky

she lies motionless,
infected with fever

my true love's far away,
infected with life.

Angry. Furious. Terrified.
That I'd offer you everything
and you'd still say no.
That what you thought you wanted
Was never me.
Your brain stopped the tap,
expended the last drops
and left us both cold.
That you turned away
In fear greater than even you could handle.

Crouched in a pasta shell,
only air between us.
Miss you, I used to,
Before being unable to.
Defending a numb and empty heart
Seems pointless,
But I know it can still break.

Another ******* night alone.
Waiting for cobwebs to be grown.
In my chest, a mighty ache.
Strings strain, how much weight can they take?

The hole rots happily,
I take a breath.
And know how loneliness causes death.

Old enemies follow me still
Lurking in any wardrobe, any bed, any state of mind
An erosion of happiness
I haven't the strength to control
A futureless tomorrow haunts me
Please, let destiny smile on me again
And grant me this dream
No more heartache
No more break ups
Please let him be my last boyfriend.