Ford Prefect

Ford Prefect Nov 2020

I didn’t think this is what would be happening

At this point in my life

I wanted to be okay(?) with it

Whatever it had become

I had no understanding of

How to be able to live with this(?)

Ford Prefect May 2020

We cried last night

I make the best of this brain so
I KNOW
I can make the best
Out of the worst
Anytime

Unstoppable

Ford Prefect Apr 2020

He’s back now

now I spend the days feeling dizzy
A head rolling on top of shoulder
Acid in my ******* mouth

It’s a little too familiar
For my taste

Ford Prefect Apr 2020

identity theft fr

she stole my identity
but none of the bad parts
she got my credit score
and bank account
but left the ash
and wrappers

i wish she stole the echoes

Ford Prefect Mar 2020

two truths and no lie

clouds are falling out of the ******* sky and sometimes my shoes feel like they are metling into the sidewalk
he doesn't know how any of this goes and he doesn't know i'm ******* dying

Ford Prefect Mar 2020

Blue knight

And it feels like the end
But worse
Because it’s more like the beginning of the end
A long end
I want it to end

Ford Prefect May 2019

Fuckity ****

you still make me restless