No, I could never show it.
Show it to the world.
How I really feel is ugly to most.
Sinking inside myself.
Becoming a slumbered ghost.
I'm in the comfort of sadness.
And it's getting bad again.
My own feelings turning against me.
He sang the words as a joke.
Later to realize it wasn't a hoax.
And now he's gone.
I'm gone.

I am a soul.
I'm searching for a body.
I am a soul.
And I'm searching for a home.
I am a soul.
And you have found me.
You found me.
I am a soul.
And I am deep in your body.
I am a soul.
And you are my home.

What if I live off of hate?
I love the feeling gravitating under my skin.
No, *******, I will never let you in.
But you want to be inside.
You want to be my friend.
If you only knew the things that I hold deep within me.
Things that prove of your living beneath me.
I've been crowned as the evil and weird.
And you will never be worthy, my dear.

Oh, I have done it again.
burned up, and then faded in.
It's better that way so he had said.
But I feel so brand new whenever I take their hits.
The pain is still there.
It is my friend.
I know this will never end.
Let me take your hits.
Oh, I have done it again.

I'm bruised up again.
Falling in and out of it.
And you swore you'd be here soon.
I'm never going to be worth you.
Alone, I will cherish all my misery.
I will follow you.
Oh, just say you don't care.
Never, I won't!
Take me far away.
Come on, baby just stay.
Never, I won't.