It isn't like I had a choice
But I don't want to die with this
Vast galaxies has constantly growing inside me Unexplored even  for me
And I'm falling and falling
Till I die

I'm a paradox
I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad
I'm lazy, yet I'm ambitious
I don't like myself, but I also like who I am
I say I don't care, but I really do
I crave attention, but I reject it when it comes my way
I'm a conflicted contradition
If I can't figured myself out, there's no way anyone else has.

And it hurts that I can't be
what everyone wants
or what anyone needs
And it hurts that I cant't be
what I want
what I need
Because I'm not enough
and I won't be enough
and I'll won't be close to enough
and I'm just so **** tired