your fingers, that used to touch my nose,
--are not mine anymore.
your giggles that caught me gazing over you,
--none of its were mine again

we used to talk. we used to walk together.
with love
sigh
what if we didnt die that day?
what if we love more..
what if we stay a bit longer..

you let me die
you dont even try to save me
you let me drown
you let me down
you let me walk away

*(Ai, Sept 26)

look. how far we've moved on.
into completely strangers.
even with saying hello, we made it **** so awkward.
i cant breathe when i see you.
and my heart aching and breaking, and im completely lost when seeing you.
and her.
i dont know.
i missed us too much i guess.
us, the strangers, now.
the completely lost one.
i wish we or us can stay even longer.
or love longer.
atleast.

Because I know you so well
You wont keep your words
or make any of my dreams come true.
Somehow it makes me sad.
and pathetic.

Im all afraid and lost that I'd died again
just like the old times.
you turned me down.
and left me hanging.
it hurts, and it's such a nightmare to me.

Because I know you so well,

*(Ai, Aug 25)

Im no one
and wish to be noticed by you.
wish you would share a lil bit love of yours
or care of me a lil bit.

Im in silent,
staring  at you.
--silent
but dying to be notice by you.
this special wish, I hope you know.

but, you wouldnt notice me, aite?