if i ask why im suffering who do i ask why
if theres a god above will he explain through the sky
or will my mind tell me everything is alright
its hard to keep strong during the stormy night
if i have a sad day and want to die
will be depression that kills
or just me wanting to fly
if you trap a bird to keep it bond
will it sing with joy
or sing with gray sound
this is my mind fighting the voices
who has the answers to all of my questions
define them myself and ill be mad
leave it to a high power and ill be dead
strong emotions are the ones that takes me away
ether artistic or devastating its hard for me to say
i dont pray dont believe
but i still feel punished for all of these things
until i close my eyes and just think
its reality and there no more to say
things i think of when i go through my depression