You hate who I've become
Yet you say you love me

You claim your words are to set me free
Yet they do nothing but imprison me

Your words seep into my soul
my heart my brain

I'm always wrong
never right

And try as I might

I fail

I fail to please

please

leave me alone

I don't feel alive
Nor dead either

I just need a breather

So much air but feeling so smothered
Yet I can't be bothered

I'll just lie here and write some words reminding me of my existence

And it's insignificance

I don't feel alive
Nor dead either