I don't know what it is about me...
maybe I'm just farsighted.
The further away things get,
the better I see them.
But then,
they're gone.

Sometimes the moon might waver
or change
but always remember
its shape stays the same.

I'm quiet inside
no thoughts
no words
to say.

I suffocate myself
with nothing.
There was never anything.
or was there?

Did I once feel something
even pain
or hurt.

Clawing
scratching
breath comes too fast.
Masks.

A pretty face.
Pretty smiles.
Happy words.
Nothing is real,
anymore.

Dear dark space,
will you let me feel?

Could you
strum me a tune
loud,
surround.
take me away.

i don't want to feel

Can your words
cut my skin
and bury in my soul.
Scream a whisper
closing my eyes.

Cure me from life
When things start to get too real.
Too many noises
all I want is sound.

Just take me away
I've been here too long.
Drowning,
falling,
slipping,
letting go,
drown.