"The next 9 months will be hell,
I know this all to well.
But know I love you,
And your papa dose to.
we welcome you,
With arms wide open.
I will protect you,
Hold you when you cry,
Sing the nightmares away.
So know that we welcome you,
With arms wide open."

"Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,
I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,
How you felt around me? The memories we shared,
And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.

Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,
But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,
That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,
But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.

The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,
I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,
Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,
And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.

You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,
A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,
You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,
Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.

You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,
After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,
You and I had something special and that will never change,
Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, not ever,
I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,
That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away,
And this is something I will always regret until my dying day."

"Every little thing that you do
makes me fall in love with you
why I did the things that I did
made me feel like a silly kid

Why did we always used to fight
I just wanted to make things right
when you left you struck my heart
never thought we'd be apart

so when I walk by everyday
always smile in your special way
I know you'll be dying inside
and I wish that you were mine

I break down every night
I cry myself to sleep
and with all my might
I know you're not mine to keep."

"Walking through the rain,
I try to forget the pain.
I try to ignore the sting in my eyes,
because I know, a strong girl never cries.
I begin to run, run from my fears.
But I am followed by my ever present tears.
I want to leave these familiar places,
leave behind all of these frequent faces.
But where will I go?
What will I do?
All I know is I have to get far away from you.
But something keeps me here,
crying one last tear."

"Since the day we first met,
I knew it was love,
God answered my prayers,
you came down from above...

You gave me your heart,
and taught me to trust,
for the first time ever,
it was more than just lust...

Your sweet loving words,
are not to be compared,
I am forever your partner,
my soul I have bared...

Every day I wake up,
with a smile a mile long,
I know that we are solid,
I know that we are strong...

So never put into question,
my feelings being true,
because I have found my one and only,
And I will always love you."

"No uttered words the poet speaks,
No skies of golden hue,
No tales of unrequited love,
They were lost when I lost you.

No words to caress her lover's heart,
And gone the dreams she swore they'd live,
But alone within the poet dwells,
No uttered words... none left to give.

No music swells within her soul,
Just silence surrounds her heart,
And the solitude engulfs her world,
When the poet and love depart.

And lost the beauty she once could see,
And the glory she saw each day,
Now the poet pens her last farewell,
No more love can she convey.

But what's the poet's soul to do?
To release the love she feels,
For she'll surely die and wither,
If that love she now conceals.

She must hide the hurt and heartache,
Just smile to friends and say,
I'm fine... love doesn't matter,
And deceive them all that way.

For a different face she'll show them,
To barricade her pain,
To hide her shattered spirit,
From the love she ne'er attained.

But the pain within shall **** her,
Not soon but through the years,
For the poet knows her anguish,
When alone she sheds her tears.

And at night when dreams come calling,
With her voice, her smile... her eyes,
A single tear upon her cheek,
Hides the pain her heart belies.

For she loved her soul completely,
Was consumed by beauty's bliss,
Had shared her inner thoughts,
But never shared her kiss.

And when death comes to the poet,
And to heaven her soul ascends,
He'll smile before her beauty,
For eternity never ends.

So will the poet regret the life,
Which stole away the years,
No she'll simply recall the love,
She felt in all her tears.

And when his love has joined her,
And they meet in heaven's bliss,
Their regrets will quickly perish,
As they kiss their first sweet kiss.

And the words will quickly flow again,
From my thoughts, to hand... to book,
I'll not write of God or Heaven,
When upon your face I look.

So the poet's again a poet,
For the words were always there,
I just didn't see much beauty,
When your love I couldn't share.

So their souls will find the love at last,
That in life they could not seek,
And the poet soon finds the words in you...
The words... she could not speak."

"You're my angel in the night
You’re everything I think of
Everything I dream of.
Yours is the voice I hear when
The moon steals the day.

Yours is the voice
I hear when the sun sneaks
In too warm me.
When my heart aches with life’s pains,
You are my angel.

I never expected someone like you.
Someone kind and loving as you.
You snuck into my life like a true
Angel in the night.
Loving you is the only thing that
Brought me this far.

Cuz' your my angel in the night."