i burned the bridge we shared
cried a river
and could not cross it
it flooded
my salty tears dried up the land
nothing could grow
barren land filled with sorrow
the only way across
was the bridge i burned: you

you were my only source for sunshine and smiles
our kisses lit up rainbows over my hazy *** but the cloudy skies came when my eyes rained
I can no longer remember
the swells and curves my fingertips have come to know
i craved your attention & gave all my affection
to be casted off as a lonely little freshman

for the seeds embedded in my mind
grew into withered thoughts of us happily together
the thoughts died when i realized i was just a toy
you toyed with my naïvety and played me for a fool
you fooled me into believing we could be more than just a shared secret
secrets aren't meant to be shared
and neither were you
you, the one i had fallen for
fell on your knees for him
all the sunshine and rainbows blew away
when you blew him to a cloudy liquid on your lips
lips that i had kissed in private and we swore to never tell a soul

now i watch as you & him walk hand in hand
without a care for the young girl who figured out she liked other girls.