Every day its one step closer to the edge
I sit close by and i know i may have reache my time
Sitting slowly beneath it burns
I know that i will shortly die

I listen and watch the sights and sounds
There melting away as i drown
These horrible visions in my mind haunt me as time passes on by

Hollow empty i unravel
Hopelessly seeking for reasons and answers
These reasons and answers i need for surviving

Searching endlessly i still haven't found them
Its only a matter of time before they destroy me

Stranded eternally on this island of pain
These poisons of loneliness seep through my sanity  
Corrupting the soft sweet melodies that were my realities

As the colors dissolve so does my soul
Its given up too it just hasn't told you

Now surely the edge i will reach soon
Stepping right over will solve all my confusion
Plummeting down everything will soon be red
The color of

Life

Love

Death

Being sad all the time
Creates decay within your mind
Tearing apart you seals
That separates your reality from your fears

The deadly poison of this pain
Seeps into the very core of your brain
It oozes slowly into your thoughts  
Tainting them with its trembling veins

The poison soaks into your soul
pulling it from the unknown
It pours out and bleeds away
Leaving you staring into the fray

Slowly moving weeping you become deformed
A hollow mask of endless turmoil
Sleep becomes a dream that can't be reached
Hopelessly tossing and turning in constant turmoil

Moving endlessly through the motions
Haunting you endlessly with its lies
Peace is ungraspable hiding withing constant lies
Life seems pointless and you try to die

But you know deep down inside that you were a victim of love and its lies
Churning and tearing away your insides
How long does it take to end all the crying
Slowly but surely you'll no longer be sane

You send my mind into a daze
Controlling my dreams
You manipulate me at my seams
I wonder as I look through
The cloudy brown portals to your soul
If you truly feel
Beneath the surface of your grasp
But surely it would seem
That you would not hurt me and my dreams
Every time i look back
I can see the haunting image rise
From the back dark corners of my mind
That surely you will stab me in the back
And pierce my skin right to my heart
Left alone you'll walk away
As i slowly bleed away my tears
My agony begins to boil
Constantly feeding me a stream of pain
As i ponder how it could happen
Despite how i wished you felt
I believe there may be nothing left f
These thoughts and images in my mind
**** the very conscious from my brain
Sapping every once of strength
I try to keep you from my gaze
My only hopes of you will be
For you to stop
Your hurting me

If only what was real
Was created by how you feel
Dimension Time and Space
Plainly written out in place
The boarder lines  of your thoughts
Were what created the fabrics of dimension
If only what is seen
Could be transformed into our dreams
Creating rifts of time
That can only be heard in the conscious of our minds
Wonders of the unknown brought to life
Projecting out of our lust full stares
From the mysteries of our minds
Slowly creeping into time
If time could only stop
As the endless ticking clocks gears  
All melted away with the passion of our tears
If hope could lift up all our fears
Locking them behind the empty madness of our minds
Keeping them away as we escape the slow decent
Of the sands of time
Out of the voids of pain
Into the Golden fields of flames
Safe from everyone who called our dreams insane

I told you how i feel
Unaware of how much you cared
Wondering If It was even real
I stood before you wishing i had never known you
Hoping i wouldn't be left alone here
Trapped and blinded was my mind
My imagination spinning all its different gears
Keeping out all my fears
As it displayed my fantasies instead of tears
Gently softly came your response
Slowly floating through my ears
Quickly igniting all my fear
As my dreams all disappeared
Lost on what to say
You slowly walked away
And i stayed there as you left
Broken beaten all alone
Alone without direction
Miserable below and  unconnected
After weeks of being shattered
I'm missing pieces that you broke
Dazed I tried to put you behind me
Because you shut me out side you
Blocking me from the rapture of your smile
Maybe i should have never told you
Now you won't even look
As i slowly go insane with pain
Living life alone in shame
And you left me all alone
Broken spirits hurt worse than bones

You melted through my finger tips
As i fought to keep you safe from it
It pulled you from my grip
And took you to the devils realm

I chased you through the mist
Right to the edges of abyss
As the pain and sorrow ripped  apart
The beautiful features of your face

No further could i go
I fell and cried and waited with my dried up eyes
Waiting motionless until I died

An icy hand of pain and sorrow
Tore my soul from my chest
As i cried and tried to rest
I began to wheeze my final breaths

It came and danced upon my bones
It laughed at how i was so weak
And how easily it tore you from my dreams

I held on to my soul
And left my beaten corps
It pulled my soul into the soil
And left my body in the cold
To be devoured by the wild
I held onto the thought of you
Hoping that i would make it through

All i ever wanted was to be with you

It hurts so much
There was no way out
You betrayed me and now i suffer
I never even caused you sorrow

And now i wonder why
Why would you ever do this

Farther deeper it dragged me on
Right into the earths many layers
It took me farther from where you are
It howled with delight as i tried to fight
The heat grew strong and it pulled me on
Screeching through its reached lungs
It knew that it was almost home
And that i was almost done

Still i held you in my mind
Wondering why i loved you so
Hurting me was all you were ever good for
All i ever wanted was to be with you
But now i know it could never be true

Choking on the stench and smell
It pulled me into its realm
In the center of the earth's core
Hate and misery are in control

It was so happy to see me suffer
Its wicked cackle made me shudder
Thrown into the liquid fire
Ill burn here with the dammed
Because of what you did

All i ever wanted was to be with you

Sobbing as i break down
I've lost my hopes of you
And now because of you
Ill rot in hell for all your sins

In the Shadows you are enraged
Wrath is poring through your veins
As demented as your thoughts to be insane
Hearing them call you by your name
Plotting about their pain
You can see it through your eyes
Peeling skin with your nails
Feeling the blood ooze as it drains
The taste of revenge is on your lips
Snapping bones between your hands
There screams of terror help burn your flame
Brighter hotter it draws on
As you laugh as they cry
You can see it in their dying eyes
That you truly are insane
It's over at their final Breath
As you breathe in the sweet revenge
That's when you ask
What have i done
But its to LATE