i don't know what to do , i can't seem to make a decision.
there's a part of me that wants to hold on but there's a part of me that wants to let go.
"holding on does more damage than letting go"
but i'll be hurting either way.

why do i want to hold on?
you're like my peace and happiness when everything seems lost.

why do i want to let go?
your words don't quite match up with your actions.

you say you're interested in me and you really like me
but you can never find the time to spend time with me.

no matter how "busy" you are, if you care about the person you will always find time for them . am i right?
so why can't you ever find time for me?

i've given you countless chances and you ruined every one of them
and yet still i come running back to you like some **** fool.

and as i look closer at it , the bad overpowers the good.
but am I really ready to let go?

Social Injustice;
from ****** to ****
from kidnapping to ******
all these things our society does best

How cold can you get?
How do you sleep with yourself?
Is your heart at rest?
Do you ever not regret?

We are the reason our nation is corrupt
We are the reason God looks down on us
I know they say God never changes
and will always be compassionate
But what if God gets fed up and turns his back on us?

Over-taxation!
Why do we have to pay so much for the food we need?

Extortion!
Why does the poor pay for the rich to eat?

Religious Persecution!
When did religion become a war of better denomination?

Police Brutality!
This grows each and everyday
Why are we being physically, mentally and emotionally abused by our 'protectors'?
What about the mothers that cry for their children?
All our prayers in vain
You even **** newborn babies,
souls die without a name

Where is your shame?
Do you feel no pain?
Society, we are sure to perish,
if these social injustices remain the same...

*writers: Jenelle and Anise

you've lost interest.
that's okay,
I expected it anyway.
but what I can't understand is,
how can you lose interest in someone you claimed you loved?
was it true love?
or was it infatuation?
whatever it was, I fell for it.

maybe everything that happened in this relationship was a lie.
well I wouldn't know but I assume it was.
so why did you stay so long?
filled my head with lies, knowing you were going to leave me.

but everything happens for a reason, right?
maybe there is a reason we broke apart,
so we could find someone better.

so you've lost interest,
that's okay.
maybe it just wasn't meant to be.
so I guess this is a goodbye.

Goodbye love.

Who am I?
I really don't know how to describe myself...
Could I say I am a nice person with a bubbly personality?
                     (No)
Could I say I am a mean person who portrays nothing but hatred?
                           (Eh, no)
Could I say I am a nonchalant person who doesn't care about anything?
                           (Maybe)
Could I say I am one of those sad persons who does nothing but think negatively about themselves?
                             (Yes)
To be honest, I have mixed personalities.
You may never know which side will show today.
If you're lucky, you may trigger off one of my good sides,
if you push your luck, you may trigger off one of my sides.
                      (Don't push your luck)
To tell the truth, I don't know which side is my true side.
And I ask again....
                                 *Who Am I?

What is that one thing that is killing us all?
What is that one thing we can never face?
What is that one thing we let people use against us?
(our insecurities)

Here is a message from me to you:

Let go of your insecurities,
I know it might be hard but you gotta take one step at a time.
You are a beautiful and strong human being,
don't let anyone bring you down.
Don't you ever have doubt in yourselves.
There is at least one person who sees past your flaws,
and loves you for who you are.

Be strong and don't let anyone bring you down. :)