When love has an essence,
Is it true?
Or is it ******* like our society,
Is love existent if all you know of is hate?  
Is mutual attraction the start of love?
Where is my prince charming?
Or my knight to come to slay the dragon?  
Where are the dozens of red roses?
Where are the men from the movies?
When you find the one how do you know?
When will my soul-mate come?
If only my life were like a cheesy 80's movies.

Waiting for blood to drip from,
the tips of my fingers,  
Waiting for all my blood to go down the drain,
Here I write my suicide letter:
I'm sorry to all I've wronged,
I never meant to hurt anybody...
But my own worst enemy (myself),
All I've wanted in life was acceptance,
The scars I wear on my wrists are from myself,
                              Sincerely,
                                       Society

robbingonessoulisforbiddeninadreamworld

Never waiting but always wanting,
Trying to become who you want to become,
who your parents want you to be,
what society wants you to be,  
looking for acceptance,
you die your hair a certain color,
you wear makeup because that's what everybody else does.
Well, ***** society.
Be yourself,
Be bold,
And don't look back.

I am who I am,
Not who I'm not,
Walking beside me is myself,
I walk alone till sunrise,
Silently weeping on the inside,
A mask as hard as stone on the outside...
Hoping and waiting for the right person...
To break down my stone wall,
There is no window on the inside,
Please find me,
I plead to you,
Break down my barrier.