the best feeling
if not a sinister one
is when you see an enemy
and you show them they cant hurt you:
you smile.

this simple movement of muscles
can rip into them deeper than any words.
they want you to hurt
and you appear to be doing fine.

ultimate revenge
the act of smiling is not only defiant
to show them they dont control you
but they cant do anything about it,
which is another advantage.

i dont know about you,
and this may seem evil,
but i smile when i know
that you are hurting

because all the times that i was hurting
you stood by and smiled too.
i guess thats the "circle of life, mate"
to put you in a quote.
now its my turn.

so i will smile,
when you tweet about me
because i really dont care! whereas you
seem to be caught up over me

and that alone is good revenge
but showing that i have no sadness
is even better
so heres to you :)

~E.Y.

i reckon the best type of love is
the one that happens
with a simple hello out of the blue
innocent, insignificant, incredible

all of a sudden
youre talking all day
every day
telling each other everything

and you slowly realize
your walls are starting to come down
you start to trust again
something you didnt think was possible

it never occurred to you that
you would start to fall
because last time it happened
you hit the ground

youve already fallen for them
though you just didnt realize it
because you were still gluing yourself
back together

it seems they stole your heart
and they fixed it
they glued it together with words
and they arent planning on giving it back

keep it safe

~E.Y.

we had plans to watch Moulin Rouge for months
to curl up on the sofa with sweet and salted popcorn
to listen to the songs which you thought summed up
everything we felt.

we had plans to have word wars together
all in the name of NaNoWriMo of course
to write and write until we both got fed up of
everything we'd created

we had plans to go wherever our hearts longed to be
i wanted to go back to my home, and you said you'd follow
not only for your career but so together we could grow up
everything we dreamed of

but now im sitting on the couch munching away on my own
wondering how many words you've done while im writing by myself
ive cancelled my plans to travel, i dont want to go alone
nothing seems right without you.

~E.Y.

I regret not kissing you that night on the train
Now my heart is filled with pain
I regret calling you those names
but at least now i am done with your games
I regret not calling after you
now im sticking my heart back together with glue
I regret asking you to leave
but at least now i dont have to grieve
I regret losing you as a friend
I guess im alone 'till the bitter end

I regret the things i didnt do
but i will never regret meeting you.

~E.Y.