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Evie Young Jun 2014
Salt is the remainder of the waterfalls
which flowed down her cheek not long ago.
Canyons now line her arm, and rivers have formed at the bottom of some,
made of not water, but blood;
Like some distant nod towards a religion
which she has no faith in.
She feels the gentle breeze of her breath on her chest,
like an eerie wind blowing through a ghost town.
Her mind - the town center - is quiet and deserted now.
The once overpowering voices have retreated to their houses;
Whispering plans of their next storm.
The creation of the canyons; the formation of the rivers; the brief appearance of the waterfalls are all destruction in disguise.

And one day the aftermath will be too great to undo.

~E.Y.
Inspiration of style from Map Woman by Carol Ann Duffy
Evie Young Apr 2014
When you told me you would do anything for me
at first I didn't believe you, but then you showed me

When you spent 2 hours on the phone to me
whispering sweet words to stop me crying

When you filed down every sharp object in my room
so I wouldn't be able to hurt myself

When you coaxed me into doing homework
and told me how proud you were when I was done

When you sat through Frozen with me
because you knew its my new favorite

When you ******* a little kiss from across the room
so that only I can see you love me

When this list could go on forever
because you do so much for me

When you tell me you love me
Please, please know this: I love you too

lots and lots and lots ;)
To Liam, Thank you so much for everything you do for me <3
Evie Young Apr 2014
I have written dozens of letters to family members
Yet none of them have received a word.

I write down my deepest and darkest feelings
But the intended never reads a word.

I don't have the courage
To see my mum read

I don't have the strength
To see pain in her eyes

I don't have it in me
To see her cry as she realises

The hundreds of letters I've written
Proclaiming my true thoughts and feelings
Have never yet reached her eyes.

~E.Y.
Evie Young Mar 2014
I wish that with these words I could craft
a warm nest to nuzzle in
or a pair of cupped hands
or an alcove of bubble wrap

I wish that with these words I could
protect you from the harsh ones
or not let you see the stares
or shield your worrying mind from its own thoughts

But I can't.

no matter what words I write
they cannot create a shelter

no matter how hard I hug you
you are still exposed to the world

no matter how many "Its okay"'s I whisper
you still shake your head in disbelief

I'm sorry my words aren't enough
I cant craft them into an alcove of safety
or hide you from the judgmental world
or comfort you until you're truly okay.

But what I can offer is this:
a shoulder to cry on
lips to give advice from
arms to receive a hug from

and a friend whose heart and soul loves you.
For Sophia
Evie Young Feb 2014
I know
Under those bright eyes
Run rivers of mascara
Wiped out of view

I know
Behind that smile
Your muscles ache from being
Forced into the same shape

I know
After every "I'm fine"
your cry: I'm not is
Brushed off your shoulder

I know
Within every silent tear
There's a scream
not not letting itself pass your lips

I know
How hard is it
To keep those
Hidden feelings

I know
How hard it is
To tell someone
To ask for help

I know
One day, some day
I will look back on this
And I will not hide them anymore

~E.Y.
Evie Young Feb 2014
The lights are low;
my bed is warm;
my mind is slow
but my eyes aren't drawn.

Why can I never sleep?
It seems that when the moon is bright
that's the time I get thoughts so deep.
Sleep is my enemy, and I'm losing the fight.

I don't understand how my mind is racing
under the covers in my dark room,
I have so much energy I could even start pacing!
Just praying and hoping I can get to sleep soon.

Maybe it's stress
I just need to unwind
I wish I could think less
but try telling that to my mind.

Writing helps though,
to let out all my worry.
It's a way of letting go
though sleep doesn't arrive in a hurry.

I've killed 30 minutes
but sleep is still being evasive
I've almost reached my limits,
at least I've wasted time being creative.

Lights are low;
my bed is warm
maybe consciousness will soon go -
I want to sleep before dawn.

~E.Y.
Evie Young Jan 2014
"To feel your heart beat in time with mine
Now makes me understand how to define
I love you"*

Those were the words you wrote one time
My butterflies flew to send chills up my spine
I loved them

You should know I feel the same
My heart has ignited into a little flame
I love it

Every time I breathe your scent
My heart finds that it is truly content
I love this

My words aren't nearly as beautiful as yours
But hopefully you will see the metaphors:
I Love You

~E.Y
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