feels like an instinct to try and prove you wrong

i miss you
to the point where every day i feel lifeless
to the point where fireworks don't excite me
to the point where thunder doesn't scare me

its been a long day
where have you been

my heart has never been very sensible
i've been lost in cities
and torn apart
i've been distracted, burning bright
with reckless reactions
but please believe me when I say
you are the best decision
i have ever made

loving him felt like listening to a song I never would know the lyrics to.

and maybe one day we’ll meet each other as strangers

that know each other a little far too well

you say you love rain, but you use an umbrella to walk under it.
you say you love the sun, but you seek shelter when it is shining.
you say you love the wind, but when it comes you close the windows.

so that's why I’m scared when you say you love me.

the universe loves a little yearning