Making me weak
Clouding thoughts that cut away at me
But what can I do?
Darling I need you
Stay to save me
Don't let this deprive what we fought for
Drain out this venom
Purify my heart
Intoxicate me with your love
Slit my eyes open to see the heart I hide
Show me that this is not forever
**** this dreadful feeling
Bleed out the hope I cant see
You see I cant do this alone
Just remember,
We're in this together

I'll leave you to see I'm not worth it
bury it all away to die
don't cry my name
festering and reeking of misery
there's a slight denial in forgetting all this
knowing the lack power you secretly harbor in your broken soul
you wont let it go
but you could at least try

To have you there lying next to me
In our pool of blood
We'll fade
Together our soul will travel with the undying love we promised
our eyes fixed on each other
together we'll bleed
we'll rot
my love, i will die for you
and with you darling

Again, I'm weak.
Softly I weep.
I run to hide.
Alone to cry.
I'm tired of feeling like this sickening frailty.
Theres no end to this is there?
Left to decompose in all the pain of dying alone.
To fear the only thing I wished, is that what I really want?
I could see the purpose you possess.
The thoughts you kept hidden in your worthless heart.
Honestly, this is what I was afraid of but this losing has become clear to me to prove your already dead.
Constantly, I've tired to keep this from happening.
Forgiven, forgotten.
Force to engulf thousand memories I can never relive.
Makes me wonder, could I ever forgive again?

isolate me from these razor sharp lies
bleeding me out till i want to die
there's doubt, to await and drown me in my tears
to my soul its theirs
the paranoia to leave because there's nothing left here
with that, I'd rot in peace
with every blood i spill I'm feeding my fear
self-destruction i lay with infliction
then it shall be i, the one holding the razor