She's the perfect girl
But i treat her bad
The perfect girl
You wish you had

The type of girl
To sacrifice
The type of girl
To make your wife

She's the girl you want
To fall into your eyes
The girl you want
To show off to guys

The girl who would
Only notice you
The girl who would
Always tell the truth

And i will not graze those lips again
No I will never give in
Thank you for my heart that's bruised
Im not your toy that's being used

You're a total unfaithful lush
And the other guys make you blush
Yah it's okay since it's all the time
Because what you do is never a crime

Your a hypocrit, you are the worst
And your reasons make my head hurt
No baby I wont shed a tear
For the worst girlfriend of the year

I walk with no purpose
I never dream big
I swim against the current
I snap like a twig

I watch as life goes by
I let others choose my plans
I have no motivation
If you want me to I can't

I fail under pressure
My answer is never right
My socks are never matching
I'm not your shinning knight

It's the feeling you get when you know she's not there
The feeling you get when you've been played unfair
The feeling you get when she wants no more
The feeling you get as she walks out the door

You've shown me this feeling, I knew why
You've shown me this feeling, for another guy
You've shown me this feeling, don't tell me eyes
You've shown me this feeling, my ducts are dry

It's the feeling of sickness, yet my bodies fine
It's the feeling of envy, she should be mine
It's the feeling of lust, she's what I crave
It's the feeling of restraint, always being her slave

You've shown me this feeling but I've felt it before
You've shown me this feeling but it hurts much more
You've shown me this feeling and my heart hit the floor
You've shown me this feeling and it cant be ignored

No matter how hard I try, I can't explain
This feeling you gave me, drives me insane
It's hoping your path is bright, but seeing rain
It's wanting her love, but only getting her pain

Lets play for keeps baby
If i win this you're mine
I've been waitin for this day
A very long time

And i want you to risk it
Put yourself on the line
Because baby i love you
You must see the signs

But you just wont do it
You'd hate me to win
Step a little closer
Not lovin' is a sin

Where are these flaws
You openly have said
Because baby you're perfect
Inside of my head

Let's get to the game
I cant wait anymore
You're my pain reliever
And my heart is sore

Now baby that's checkmate
I have just won
You have no other moves
But somehow still run

And there's an empty circle
In my arms where you should be
It only fits to you
Like a lock and a key

You're broken down
You're hurt inside
You cant even talk
It hurts bein alive

Oh you're sad today
Just like before
Another one gone
How many more?

I cant take this now
I cant bear it's sight
It hurts me too
I cant sleep tonight

You're the one i need
To call and talk
But you're not ever there
I miss that walk

I breathe in the air
Even though i dont want to
Because with every breath
I forget the scent of you

I hear doors open,
but my response is never inviting,
because it's never you,
knocking on the door fighting.  

Even though you won't show,
I open the doors with a wish,
Just to be let down again,
While dying for your kiss.

And I know that you're gone
But maybe you'll lose your way
And accidentally turn around
And possibly want to stay

You fuel my writings
But how i wish it weren't so
Because all fuels are consumed
Leaving me only the smoke

It's cloudy it's hazy
But my words are so clear
I can't even see you
But I hope you're still near

I know it's very unlikely
But right now it's a crime
With that being said I say please....
God help me this time