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Evaldas Eseth Sep 2010
Constant flow,
Diving in and away,
A short stay someplace new,
Everytime

And then it feels,
Like the time is correct,
To change the old order,
Allow to unforget,
The most unfair ******

The right moon to pray,
To have my visions returned,
During the day, anyway,
Only my mask gets burnt

As if my words were heard,
I recall but one place,
Slice open the vein, in blood,
There's some of your taste

One cannot just agree,
That it was horrible,
It is never difficult,
We do what's impossible
Created 27 September 2010
Evaldas Eseth Sep 2010
I light my cigarette,
I sit by the window,
The night greets me,
It is so peaceful and slow

I remember I'm not alone,
I hear you babbling pleasantries,
But I am wisdom in stone,
And your words are mild,
Like wind which is visiting seas

You are warming my bed,
And filling the room with your aroma,
I am soon to drop dead,
Into your sweet compelling coma

But as of now, I slice my thoughts,
Comparing all your clones,
I feel like I've never lost,
I forgot every louder moan

I clean a spot of ash,
I feel no more of that burden,
It's not my car that crashed,
I would have no excuse then

In this ecstatic state,
Something is filling me with heat,
Finishing touches are made,
I promise, I will wash my teeth.
Created 26 September 2010
Evaldas Eseth Sep 2010
Shall I used it once more,
For my life to support,
See another day of cruelty coming,
From quartet of sides,
Inhale and amplify your might,
Or understand the ridiculousness,
Of what fulfills our sight,
Enjoy the single divinity you discovered,
Allowed it to cover your bones,
But as it's far from salvation,
Like zero to eternity,
Feeling free to take back a step of retreat,
Not that much you'll leave behind and beyond,
A small cloud will wet the earth,
Where it is the place for your residence,
But still a questioning streams to the void,
How to be...
Able to continue after all is lost in the dawn,
Pain-relieving and bust the stakes of madness,
Proud to cover the wounds and walk to the casket anyway|
An oldie.
Evaldas Eseth Sep 2010
After death delayed fortune,
For the traveller of never-ending dunes,
For the old and dusty footwear,
Not given enough of certain care,
Barely standing against the furious winds,
He steps towards what abyss brings,
Confidence takes punches,
As pressure grows until seems endless,
Time when illusions take over,
Minds into chaos, not anymore sober,
Then the nomad relaxes,
Forsakes his planned actions,
Gives into the horror,
Takes the curse,
Embraces it with pleasure,
He's fed up with it,
But nobody's there to measure,
How much a man can take,
Is it time already to free him from disgrace?
An oldie.
Evaldas Eseth Sep 2010
You — lying on this surface,
Which does not exist and lost it's shape,
Absent as we should be,
Spending our ****** eternity,
Your dark hair all over nothingness,
Abyss which consumes and obsesses me,
As I search for an appropriate reason,
To touch and kiss what's left of my second Me,
Emotions through insanity,
They chain me and the future of my dreams remains obscure,
Why waste so much, when nothing's left,
But the whole creation is going nowhere,
Seeing this truth through your eyes closed,
Although never extracted, what you wished most,
This ethereal chain pulling me back,
As everyday's battle against myself,
And I can't tell,
Nor to force my words to gain their form,
Born to bear mistakes, bathe in pain,
Confusion is what I gain,
Got my eyes off of you,
Until I search my cold robe,
For some thing to destroy the last hope,
Wasting of nothing,
Creation of pain in the fake shadows of well-being,
Rather disappear like you now, in front of me,
Though untouchable and cannot set me free,
I stare at this cold skin,
Thought something stirred in me, within,
But the abyss got us both too deep,
Vanity,
It sets us free
An oldie
Evaldas Eseth Sep 2010
Disturbed in my every step,
Made me feel like I was in debt,
Weight of this world seemed too great,
So I walk away and try to create,
A place to calm down, for me and the one,
But you brake the bounds and make it all gone

It makes my soul sick to hear your words,
As you worthlessly speak, only that you may afford,
In darkness, bearing death banners,
Such ****** and unholy,
I turned into you slowly,
This way you woke up a beast inside of me,
It looks through my eyes and sees most ****** dreams

My salvation has passed away,
Left my soul open but without a word to say,
Still I wasn't left all alone,
Inside me, a pale mistress called Hope,
She planted her roots in my mind,
Telling lies like to the ones who are blind,
Her essence was spilled inside of me,
But my blood seeks to be pure and free
An oldie.
Evaldas Eseth Sep 2010
You are the loveliest blossom,
I have ever seen,
I will pluck you off,
And keep to myself,
I am ready to surround,
You with my purest warmth,
As long as I'm close,
Solitude won't touch,
My goddess, the rose

And that's when I,
Start to negate time,
I fear no matter,
With you I remain,
Safe from disasters,
I believe in our fortitude,
And your lips become my food,
This love is my engine,
And the journey is never-ending

But then someday comes clarity,
At first I push it away,
With an imagined certainty,
It's like a curse,
Face into mud,
My eyes start to spray, stiff blood,
I watch you closely,
But I can't tell, if you're the same,
Or someone strange,
Stay put, she will say,
At the dawn of a modern day,
I foresee an inevitable change,
Angels turn into devils,
But they never come back, do they?
Created (?) September 2010
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