I think that your mind is gone

You are so lousy that i don't want to abuse you anymore
but i don't want to think this
I don't want my eyes see you as a sh-t
but your actions are clear in my mind
and blind in my heart

I think that your mind is sh-t

you are withered
leaving rotten smell of you

I want to abuse you
your white thighs
your cold hands
your purple lips
I want to abuse your soul
you are so weak
this makes me excited

I still want to hear your poems
all your delirium and insanity
every essence of you
but I loved you too late
but how much I can love you now

What I feel isn't love
isn't hate
It is repentance of wasted time with you
My time is important
My life
My beauty
Me.
you have proven to be insignificant
you are nothing
and I'm sorry
I would not think that about you
but you do not do nothing for show other
thanks for giving me the little that you could

Should I have let you drown in the mess that was your life?

****!
****!
****!
****!
****!
you ****!

Hole
You left a black hole in my heart
it is ******* my self
each bowel inside me
every part of my mind

I don't want feel this for you
you do not deserve it
I can't feel love for you
You disappointed me so 'many times
you were false too many times
you still are
your closeness makes me feel bad
I will turn away from you very soon
I'll tell you goodbye forever
and I will be free

my heart is hidden in your heart

I'm tired of you
you do not deserve me
but we will be forever intertwined
I hate you
Yuo hate me
I love you
you are in me
I'm in you

For every tear you shed for me
For every tear I'm shedding for you

this is the end of something
that never existed.

I have never seen you
I was too close to you to do it
I saw what I needed to see
Now I see
You're no longer in my heart
now it is empty
And this is sad