You say that your not your past and that it doesn't define you. Yet you let it dominate you everyday. You say your past doesn't define you? Then tell me why we can't be together. You say that your not your past but hasn't it made you who you are today? You say that somehow it will workout, but can't you see your past is still catching up to you? You say you want me, but don't we both know who your going to end up with? You say you hate her, but don't we both know there is a fine line? You say you wont let it ruin us, but don't we both know your gonna do what you have to do? You say who cares, but don't we both know you do? You say i make you happy, but then why do you say you hate your life? You say you want me, but do you have to lie?

Caught me by surprise
Wish I knew how unwise
It was to compromise
Everything under the skies
Just for the feeling he brought
Now my stomaches all in knots
And an ache in that same spot
Cause neither of us fought
For the love there was
Felling like I entered Oz
Everything finally in color
Know their is no other
Who kills me like you do
Really wish you'd get a clue
And shamefully i will admit
That im still in love
But all I wanna do is shove
That awful feeling away
Cause vulnerability isn't my forte
Love the feeling you unearth
Just don't know how much its worth
Brings too much pain
But I can't complain
No matter how unwise
I chose to compromise
Everything under the skies
All for the feeling you brought.