So many feelings so many failures. I'm up im down I'm here I'm now. When I'm there im gone. Inside, outside, upside down. Here I come again.  Always leaning on my own understanding. That I'll be always with me. In my captivity. Feeling so human. I wonder how my senses. Can decieve my honesty. I have walked down a dusty road been goin through things I don't like talking about just to find my start out there. Thank god for freedom. If there wasn't an option I'd probably hate him. Right now I need more than before. So many tours I have taken. Ohh now my mind is thinkin bout where to go from here. Can you make the road seem clear.  This rollercoaster I've Been holstered needs a new engineer. I hope you hear that I'm not the best person to feel, for the pieces I left to fix. Myself in this mess. Dont close My grasp to tight. Cause it will cut me like glass. Somewhere in the clouds. I can the trumpet sound. Calling ne out my shell. Father to seek faith to believe that something could save me from hell. And in the cold I know your hands are my deliverence. To get away from my skin. The only thing that beings me falsified try. I've need to denied my own life. I'm up I'm down I'm here for now. There but gone. Seen but not heard. Was my direction. Inside outside, upside down. Lays me turning my head around. To catch a glimpse of the crowd. Who have battled through thus walk that I'm on. At the end of it I'll reach them where er they are. I thought I was Fallin apart. Submitting to my flesh  But now I've know I was really crumbling in your arms. Choosings to take a chance. In know youve Always wanted what's my best  Letting you mold my heart. You moved away the rocks. That gave me reason to believe in your voice. And choosing to follow your love.

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Am I really that crazy, am i really insane. Has my brain been knocked out of stage. While trying to block out all the noise. All that seems  real, cause lately ive been a thinkin the only thing thats missing is you.

Stuck in a moving phase. Quntum Blue.  OH OH OH. What you get for. Who ya leave ignored. Everthing that i know someane going outlawed. Grass is green. To rich is greed. What've we meant to be. Going on to be stronger. Made for more, trying a little harder. Eyes toward the sky. Crying what is to look forward. Theres gotta be a ticket  hidden beneath  the train.  More than the scenes on Tv. In this world all that we got, aint much when the end  comes. Made my mind im the one that can change. Our chains Leaving  the children on their decisions . Leave them hanging on the edge. Hearing what weve said. Fall back to get ahead. To each is ow n is everything ive known. Instead being hollow, walking down the wrong hole.Does something come of nothing is at it seems. I mean what i say. Im out of place out of line. Can't get ahead when your so far behind. Slipping and sliding while im sleeping im fighting. When im lazy im trying. But i can't reach far enough. To let go of sorrow holding onto morals. More or less is the best way to go. From the ground looking up i feel so small. And so far been searching for where you are.

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Am I really that crazy, am i really insane. Has my brain been knocked out of stage. All that seems  real, cause lately ive been a thinkin the only thing thats missing is you.

Waiting for truth. I see myslef in the windows. Look out from my bedroom. Hope you reaching my roof soon. 9:00 o'clock i study in the dark. The words said the things youve done. Written in the red letters of the Holy Ghost. All that ive known. Just left me folded on the road. Getting colder in my clothes. In my shoes is a person that chooses from the clouds ive found. Asking around

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Am I really that crazy, am i really insane. Has my brain been knocked out of stage. All that seems  real, cause lately ive been a thinkin the only thing thats missing is you

All around making good news of of sad stories.

Changing horror into glory.

Angels wings. And Dolphins fins.

Are the things that will raise you and keep you into belief.

Of the things that are obvious.

And some others unseen.

Spare me some change hear me again. Loosen the grips. Find the suite that looks best. Set my mind at ease.
Or at least give me wits.  Like to hear your wisdom. This world i was given. I know was created. So show me a reason. If only three wishes. I would spread out the dishes. Giving me room to talk to you. In this way i commute with my genie. Blurting out my few requests. I would think over. Which would give the earth rest.  And for the others I would discuss each ones benefits. Till I land upon the one that fits me best. If such a time as this. I would choose to change what i have seen. Rotating around this ongoing cycle. My third statement. Was of great value. I compalined to the genie. Saying why do people die. Why cant we go back in time and relive our life. As he rose higher than my stove.     He replied with a sigh. The true question you should be asking, How have you chosen to live it. And with that the genie floated out into the dark streets outside.

Hope and her lovely name. The winning piece of this game.

The only way to find gain. Is knowing who she is .

By the touch of grace in her hands. When all else falls. 

Only tears lead your trail .Knowing even winners fail.

All others you relyed. Are gone and kicked by the dust of dawn.No longer do you need to fear.

When you listen to her gentle whisper.    "Im here." Prepare to be healed.