By moments, I think
Am a free woman indeed.
But the truth is
I am not.
I see, what I see,
I breathe, what I breathe
I do, and I did
But not what I really wanted for me
Not truly, indeed.
I see what they want me to see
I breathe what they want me to breathe
I do,   & I do,   & I do
& I did, what they want me to do.
Emancipation is not truly here
Am I a free woman, indeed?
I saw, & I did, and I thought, but nothing was true at all.
They let me vote, they let me read, they gave me rights,
They let me Be.  
Isn't that fair enough?
Of course not.
Rounded world, narrow minds
Through votes, and words and deeds and rights
Free am not.
Emancipation is not enough.

I was with him.

I was not alone
he was always with me.
he was never gone.
But something was missing though,
something, to let me be.
he was not alone.
I was with him.

But, if anything, I was not tough.
I let myself go.
It wasn’t rough
I just surrender to woe.
I felt in love,
with the one,
Not to love

I was with him.

No guilt I found.
Only pleasure around
No wound, no sound
Just purely delight.

I was with him,
And not with Him.

I was not alone.
He captured me
and loved me at dawn.
But something was wrong,
I did not belong  
I was with him
And not with Him.

Cheater and liar I became
It was only me to blame.
But I felt in love,
with a writer to come.
No signs, no words,
One day,
He was simply gone.

I was with him
And not with Him.
But I miss Him, though...

One day, he was gone.
I opened my eyes, I was alone.
A blink came by & he just stopped,
for me to sought.
No explanation, no thought.
Suddenly, he was gone.
Alone I remained,
with memories which fade.
Aiming for his sense.
Longing for his raise.
So,with nothing left to taint,
upon my mind I'll wait.

And so the creature spoke.
So beautifully clever he was,
So willingly and undocile.
Carring within a death body
and a beating heart.
And so the creature talked.
So pleasent his voice was,
So smooth and vile.
He was aiming so hard,
for the love to have.
And so the creature waited.
Screaming and hating
for his creator, making.
And so, she suddenly raised,
So demonly enlighted
So deliciously enchanted.
And although he wanted her
She will ever hate it.

And so, he said, I shall never stop seeing you,
I shall never stop gazing you,
I shall never do so,
And here I am
Succumbing into darkness
Seeing
Gazing
Waiting.

First day of classes it's over, my love.
At last!
I know that every day it'll get harder and harder,
but the good thing is that
every day you'll get wiser and wiser,
and guess what else?
every single day, while you learn more and more
I'll be here, loving you, loving you.
And I'll never stop

Her heart sank into her shoes
as she realized at last
how much she wanted him.
No matter what his past,
no matter what he done.
Which was not to say,
that she would ever let him know,
but only
that he moved her chemically
more than anyone she had ever met,
pale beside him.
She always is.