I walk to my enemies
Run to my goal
You will see me
ON the other side of the hole

Pain is meant to feel bad
and bad is meant to hurt
and hurt is meant to teach
and to teach is to learn
and to learn is to know
and to know is  knowledge

Less people
Less problems
More people
More problems
Some people
Some problems
I can deal with that

Pinocchio is everywhere

To every problem
there is an antidote
and to every antidote
theres a side effect

What is simple
And hard
Waking everyday
To pick up my head and fight
Every day is a new start
To fly
Or to fall hard
Every day is a day
For the bullet to be bitten
But all I am doing is sitting
Watching the clock
Just ticking
In a classroom quite sickening
Ready to leave this dump
Quite quickly
Because this is a school
That is stuck in the middle
Of the grades,quite simple
I am leaving this place
Right on the nickel
Stay young kids
Stay simple
Because once you get to where i am
There is no turning back
Bam
Your life has changed before your eyes
You are older now
What a GREAT surprise
Of what you have realized

Wake up
Live
Die
Repeat
There is always some one there to
Repeat

Revenge is regretful
and unrewarding

I want to be a rock
That starts a ripple

When you step out onto a road
keep going you get to the other side

Roads can be hard
and painful
but once those roads cross someone elses
that seems to be going the same way
be careful
just remember
no one is what they seem
or say
and no one is going the same way
as you
you are you

What is life without the rush
of time or dates?
life would get pretty boring
if i did not have
the rush of everyday life
it is quite hard living the rush of something
you have to wake up early everyday for school
and what if you are late?
If you are a parent  
you have to wake up early morning with somewhere to be
at a certain time
to your child's games if they play a sport
if you woke up every morning with nothing to do
it would get quite boring to me

He was big and brown
With huge teeth
I promise
I saw him
Or is it them
He had three heads
and he walked up to my bed
I sat up
And screamed
And that is when you came in  
And he disappeared
I am not am not  lieing
I am just tired  
Because i could not sleep
And you say
count sheep
I say
I would
If i could
But he keeps staring
And it is king of
SCARY

I can see the pain in your eye s
It looks like you are about to cry
But everytime i ask you
you say you are fine
But just because the tears are gone from the outside
does not mean they are gone from the inside
So i want to see you cry
let the tears roll out
and slide
I want to see that you are fine
because it is okay to cry

Life never settles
Once it all looks good
Just wait
Life never settles

The boy sat down at the table
Very sad because there was no cable
He began to eat
That lovely sandwich meat
Until his sister came in
With a greet
She said "Hi"
And the boy said "By"
"I can't leave"
Said the sister with greed
"I want to eat too" she said
But the boy did not care
And sent her to bed
"I can not go to bed" said the girl
"I want to eat too but there is not another
So you must share"
Now the boy was getting angry
and said with a shout
"I do not care and if you want some more
than leave the house"
"I do not want to leave
I  want some meat
And there is not two
So you know what you must do
You must share with no
Big brother
And you must do it in gratitude
The boy was mad
But gave the girl half
The girl was quite glad
"Thank you
Big brother
I am very glad"
"Even though I was happy
With what I had,
I am glad you are happy sister
I am glad

Everyone loves to wish on a folling star
but what about the star
If you do recieve your wish
What happens to the star
The star is falling
So why wish on it
It already has bad fate
For goodness sake
It falling out of place
How is is suppose to grate your wish
If it can not grate its own
It own wish to stay in the sky
To not have to say good bye
To the stars still up there
but to late
It down here
That poor falling star
And with the person you are
You hope it will grate you something
Even though that star has nothing

you know no matter how much trouble you gotten into
or how much you have went through
you WERE innocent
guilty of nothing
the only guilt you had was.... nothing
when you were small
you knew nothing about anything
you knew nothing about cars
except that they take you places
you knew nothing about adults
except that they never seem to know what you wanted
when you wanted it
you knew nothing about the outdoors
except that it was warm or cold
and on top of things
you did not know me
you knew nothing
which is why you were  innocent
you could stand tall
because you did not know you would fall
but shortly
too shortly for your parents
you grew of guilt
of everything under the sun and moon put together
but you are who you are
and so am i

to be alive it to smile
to be hurt is to cry and then smile
to be on your death bed is to smile and not worry
because you are not suppose to worry
you are suppose to smile

Some people "roll"
Some people -me- "rumble"
I can not "roll" anymore
Just "rumble"
I have made to many
Dents in myself to "roll"
But i think that
As many times I have
Fallen
I will soon knock all
Some
Of the bad
And start all over
Again

it all comes i a foam cup
sugary and sour play around in your mouth
and become friends with sweet
you can eat or drink this combination
its pretty neat
anywhere and anytime
the substance comes in all different kinds of colors
and then combined
icy
clumps of frozen ice
mixed i with the flavors
to make them just right
mine are less color
and more blast
of the unbelievable
Beautiful Bell
and Cotton Candy
it is almost unbearable
or Pink Lemonade
it can give you quite the headache
but the sugar and sour
with their friend sweet
want more friends
so they invite you
and while you were still in your  seat
you are also in the combination of their party
you have now entered
the galaxy of flavors,
colors,
sugar,
and sweet, sweet paradise
or just eating a snowball

nothing is better
but more of it
yes it is sweet
sweet as what it is
it can get stuck it your teeth so be careful
it can get stuck on your clothes so be aware
make sure you eat it bare
because it does not taste right with the wrapper still there
do not drop it
it could get nasty
and if you choke on it your voice could become raspy
but do not worry
it is sweet
sweet sweet candy
is a very nice treat

There were two boys
Who were eatting tacos
One said
"I can eat more tacos than you"
The other said
"You wish"
And there it stat
They kept eatting
And eatting
Until their stomachs hurt

The Black cows are trapped
They try to leave but
Slap
Is what they get
They try to leave at night
When they are harder to sight
But if they do not leave quickly
Another beating


No where to run
And no where to hide
They are stuck in this bind
The Black cows
Were brought down
But not now

When those White keepers
Let free the Black cows
The Black cows were free
And the white keepers were going down

The Black cows ran over them
They came to show them what they were missing
What they had been keeping
Back for so many years
Everything the Black cows did
Brought them to tears
of joy and
Was worth cheers

The Devil can't get a life
He can only take yours
                      


                      -Pastor Rev.  Dees

---"Life comes from life. Life begets life.Life begets life"
---"Our fearlessness shall be our secret weapon"
---"God grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, the courage to change the things i can, and the wisdom to know the difference
---"I'm on a roller coaster that only goes up"

The future hurts
mostly when your future applies
to your past and present
but the pain
from the future
will help
your next future
Your mission
goal, if you prefer
is set

You shine so bright
The only light
In the night
That helps me see my way
No matter what day
You come in different shapes
Half of whole
Like a paper plate
You come in different colors
That would make a painter
Want to pay a hundred dollars
Even though the clouds try to cover you up
You always know how to show through
You and the stars make
Such a good group
Half or whole
You are always just right
So shine Bright
Every night
Be the light
That shines just right
Every night

You shine so bright
The only light
In the night
That helps me see my way
No matter what day
You come in different shapes
Half or whole like a paper plate
You come in different colors
That would make a painter
want to pay a hundred dollars
Even though the clouds try to cover you up
You alway  know how to show through
You and the stars
Make such a good group
Half or whole
You are always just right
So shine bright
Every night
Be the light
That shines just right
Every night

The sky is very far from down here
On the ground
But when i climb over
Books
Chairs
Tables
Desks
Beds
And many many heads
It is not far from where i stand

The strong can do the weak
and the strong can do the strong
The weak can do the weak
and the can weak can do the strong,
they just have to believe

The world
can look very dark
and enigmatically
with few bright stars
but once you look thru your telescope  
there is much more to come

This day is not bad
but i have seen better days
When the wind would blow
and i would not blow away

my thoughts
are things no one has thought to think of
my thoughts are unthought  and unheard of
my thoughts are different
very different from yours
but my thoughts are my thoughts
and no one has to hear them
but me
i think of an angel and a devil standing on my shoulders
just like in the movies
except even the angel and the devil on my shoulder
do not have the same thoughts as everyone else
i have been told it is great to be different
but for once
i would like to do the things everyone else gets to do
i have also been told that it could always be worse
and that simple thought
is what helps me during the
seconds
minutes
hours
days
months
and years
of my thoughts

To be yourself
even when it is not required
I show you tell the reals
from the fakes

To bring in more money
But won't there be more steeling
And you can't please every one
But you can try  
But other than that
And this is a fact
Everyone wants more
But no one gives back

To create a camp
for the homeless
but who will pay for it
the money for lights
or air
or the building
some people just can't have every thing

To fall in one Hole
once is a mistake
but when
that very same Hole comes back around
and you fall in the Hole again
then that is just plan
SORRY
It means you did not learn
from your mistake
which is
SORRY
SORRY SORRY SORRY
you were once one age
and still that age

I give but do not receive
but to receive and not give is worse than
to give and not receive

I am not afraid of dieing
only how i die
I want to die happy with a smile on my face

I can make a flower bloom
but only when the will is strong

Time is everyone's best enemy

Be careful
What you wish for
It just may come true
And be careful for what you say
Because it may no happen today
But you could lose what you had
And gain very little

I don't have a lot of patience
I don't have a lot of energy
If you stop keeping me waiting
You might not become my enemy
But I've been waiting
Monday through Friday
Waking up with a headache
Talking about waking up
For 5 days
Not seeing the light of your face
So when you come around
I'm so happy to say
Welcome Saturday

What goes by fast
when you want it to go slow
what goes by slow when you want it to go by fast

the answer is Time

What can express your feelings?
What can make you jump and  shout?
What can make you sad and sorrow?

the answer is Music

When no one is around
What do you do?
When everyone shoots you down
What do you do?
When everyone hates you
What do you do?
When everyone is screaming
What do you do?
When people want things from you
What do you do?
When people keep going
What do you do?
When everyone falls
What do you do?

what is white
when white is not white?
who can tell you what white is
when they too do not know
i know what white is

            white is white
            white is pure
            without evil
            white is lighting
           a light that can help you out of the black
white is white
and white is what i want to be

Why go so fast
When
When you get there
You have to keep going

Everyone wants to know
Why i do not
USUALLY
Hurt anyone
And this is because
O the "Ten Commandments"
1 says "Thou shall not ****"
Which means if i do all of my real anger
Out from my short past
That will most likely happen
2 another says
"Thou shall not comment suicide"
Which I probably
Most likely
Do also if i chose the wrong fight
And 3
Who cares what they say