I was here but now i'm not.
Left this room to smoke some ***,
left this note to prove a point,
life's a ***** with out a joint.

Life is like a *****, a ***** is like a ***.
Hoes want money and money come and goes.

It hurts to not be the first.
In nothing you seen the sweetest,
it goes wrong.
My thoughts are converted.

Every day it's like i am nothing,
to nobody.
I try to help and then they blame me for everything.
I can't hold on for so long anymore.
Every piece in my body is breaking by every word or eye blink they blame me...
For several months I hold on
but my life isn't worth living...

Don't really care anymore what they think of me.
I don't live like i always lived.
But i have love that makes my heart beating everyday.

I knew somethin' was wrong when a little pretty white girl ran into a black man's arms. Somethin' is WRONG here. Dead giveaway!  She's got problems. That's the only reason she's running to a black man!

Never give up.
Hold on.
Put you off.
Prove you further.
Become.
Be it.