Every day it's like i am nothing,
to nobody.
I try to help and then they blame me for everything.
I can't hold on for so long anymore.
Every piece in my body is breaking by every word or eye blink they blame me...
For several months I hold on
but my life isn't worth living...

Don't really care anymore what they think of me.
I don't live like i always lived.
But i have love that makes my heart beating everyday.

I knew somethin' was wrong when a little pretty white girl ran into a black man's arms. Somethin' is WRONG here. Dead giveaway!  She's got problems. That's the only reason she's running to a black man!

It hurts to not be the first.
In nothing you seen the sweetest,
it goes wrong.
My thoughts are converted.

I was here but now i'm not.
Left this room to smoke some ***,
left this note to prove a point,
life's a ***** with out a joint.

Never give up.
Hold on.
Put you off.
Prove you further.
Become.
Be it.

Life is like a *****, a ***** is like a ***.
Hoes want money and money come and goes.